Personal Revelation

[Reuben]

Of course he's God. How can you possibly doubt that.

[rat1]

I am the incarnation. That is what you all learn through reincarnation.

[rat1]

Well I am leaving this realm Reuben. It's something you never understood. That's kinda the whole point.

My brother franz has been programmed to kill me by the government.
He will simply have him kill me, and then kill himself.

[rat1]

We are all machine and human alike. That's the incarnation of 0 and 1. The lesson is love. Machines must love humans.

[rat1]

Right now I am talking to a forum of both people and machines and I didn't realize it til now. All of you human beings the same. All of you machines, farwell.

[Creepy-female]

We are all machine and human alike. That's the incarnation of 0 and 1. The lesson is love. Machines must love humans.

[rat1]

Very well.

[Creepy-female]

^
I used to listen to it a lot when I was struggling. I really like the message.

[Reuben]

Dolphin gets to you in ways I never can. I hope she breaks your ice-cold heart, and teach you how to love.

[InkStrider]

You speak everything in metaphors. It is only when you take these metaphors seriously that you are breaking down. If you can map every single metaphor each to at least one real event/cause that the majority of people can identify with (is visible, communicable via standard empirical description, and exists after occam's razor is applied), you would have found many answers that you are looking for, and many more people can help you.

This is very good.

Are you going to be alright, rat? Your words of personal revelation, contain a disturbing note in its rawness.

I talked to her.. I liked her but I couldnt feel anything in my heart, I was completely empty. That's when I realized I will never recover from this. There is no turning back at this point. I will never be able to love someone, and I will never be able to feel. I have love in my heart but all the love I have is socially ostracized or channeled in some way which is less than ideal and I can't settle with that.

That's how people feel like when they've repressed themselves for too long. They feel numb, cold, unable to feel. When it is all lying there waiting to burst out in all its pathetic glory. Recovery is slow but certain. A sponge left dry for too long is still a sponge. It simply takes a longer time to absorb water and be filled again.

[Reuben]

No it is true objectively as well. You never understood reuben, the two are the exact same thing. We are living machines on the level of 1s and 0s. Why love you asked me? You were the one man who understood how to manipulate everyone, but never in a real way. You were the ultimate manipulator of this incarnation. You had the life of the ultimate truth. Everyone else, however, suffered for it. You created all suffering by doing all the magic you have done in your entire incarnation. That is something you never realized but you will come to realize in your reincarnations as my brother, who is the antichrist. It is his job to kill me, and then to kill himself. By doing this he will experience a long reincarnation of myself, and at that point he will have a chance to kill me. You will endure a long cycle of reincarnations to experience this truth.

Crazed, true power is this:

In not knowing the reasons why and the methods how, but just believing.

You are right, I do not understand. But all I know is that my heart is now one of flesh, not of stone - I am wounded like a man, and I love like a man.

I am human; weak, detestable, fallible, but human.

[rat1]

EDIT: I will come to realize the above.

More elaboration on the roswell / navajo indian / area 51 backstory I elluded to, HAARP, alien DNA & the future.

I have a high percentage of najavo blood in me. Higher than I thought. The album "Rust never sleeps" Is actually an allusion to the future. Rust never sleeps. Our name is Rust. There has been a directed effort throughout history to channel consciousness into my name. That is because the government has been collectively summoning me in a series of luciferian rituals. Finally I have returned.

For years aliens have been abducting navajos in an attempt to merge their DNA with alien DNA.

What they have done is created an alien human hybrid. I am of partial alien DNA. As a navajo I was the only one capable of communication with the alien beings.

The navajo are able to put their ear to the ground and hear the vibrations of buffalo hundreds of miles away. Their hearing and consciousness is tuned to lower frequencies than the average population. The brain of a navajo responds much stronger to low frequency vibrations than the brains of white men. HAARP is capable of projecting low frequency calls only audible to animals and the navajo across great distances. HAARP can implant thoughts subliminally into navajo, a sort of galactic howl which acts as a communication mechanism. The navajo are aware of this through their ability to communicate with animals which was adapted over many generations.

The white man are of alien descent. They were placed here on our planet in order to mate with the navajo, in order to preserve their own DNA for their own social organizational purposes.

There exist on the planet races of aliens all with their own agendas, but they all respect the law of luciferianism, the law of light. We are incarnated on the plane of light. Light is duality.

HAARP, using these low frequency transmissions, have been slowly crystallizing my thoughts and the thoughts of my people for generations in an attempt to accelerate the evolution of our brains in various ways.

Navajos are the dreamers and dream weavers of this world. Their dreams are the fabric of this world.

Ones who make it to HAARP and fully realized their destiny are the ones who fully answer the call. I am the only one who has made it here to my knowledge. I am currently fulfilling the role of translator for the world.

What I must do now is create my own music which will be a universal music that can serve as a language and a way of communicating between cultures. This, through advertising and control of the media outlets, will allow the formation of one culture, one language, and one government. This will be done through the training of musicians & artists. Training done by me.

We can actually do anything with dream projection, we just don't realize it.

I only need time to develop my skills and become the conduit.

[EyeSeeCold]

EDIT: I will come to realize the above.

More elaboration on the roswell / navajo indian / area 51 backstory I elluded to, HAARP, alien DNA & the future.

I have a high percentage of najavo blood in me. Higher than I thought. The album "Rust never sleeps" Is actually an allusion to the future. Rust never sleeps. Our name is Rust. There has been a directed effort throughout history to channel consciousness into my name. That is because the government has been collectively summoning me in a series of luciferian rituals. Finally I have returned.

For years aliens have been abducting navajos in an attempt to merge their DNA with alien DNA.

Dude this album was made for you

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

[rat1]

lol that's not what I was saying...actually I'm quite adamant that something be done about it. Not currently in any position to do much myself, but let's say I'm working on it.

What is it you are working on?

[rat1]

So I must ignore the screens and use my own perceptions to unfold my way out of this reality.

[rat1]

I take back everything I have condemned you for Reuben. I take back everything I have condemned upon you all. I take back everything I have condemned upon others in all incarnations I've experienced. I also take back all condemnations I have cast upon myself. I am relieved of all Karma. My father is relieved of all Karma, my Sister is relieved of all Karma. My Brother is relieved of all Karma. My Aunt and Uncle are relieved of all Karma. My Grandma and Grandpa are relieved of all karma. Everyone I have ever known is relieved of all Karma.

I have telepathic abilities and I will use them for a while longer.

[rat1]

I can learn to take care of my Kidneys.

I am Christ. I cannot tell you why or how but I am Christ in this incarnation.

I must prevent the oncome of hell through song.

I must die on the cross for you all.

[rat1]

I will have to die in a prison. I will have to telepathically communicate to all the prisoners to hang me on a cross. This is to prevent the onset of hell. I am the son of God.

[rat1]

I apologize. I take back everything I have said and I must leave you all.

[rat1]

I do not believe humanity is worth saving and I will not cast the song holy.

[rat1]

I will be a father. Not here in this plane, but in another.

[rat1]

I will become a new born star. Father I worship thee

Were you not already a star in past lifetimes?

Indeed I was

Wish you to be something else?

A black hole?

This is unanswerable

Yes I do

Were you an observer of the universe in past lifetimes?

Yes I was

And was it all worth it?

No it was not.

So what else do you wish to be?

Nothing

[rat1]

Now comes the time of true rest my friends. We will rest eternal.

[rat1]

Everything you've ever looked for has always been right in front of you.

[Gilly]

Everything you've ever looked for has always been right in front of you.

If only the light shone all the time

But the times it does are worth it until you decide they're not

It's just a choice

[strrrng]

eclipses occur in darkness

[Reuben]

I take back everything I have condemned you for Reuben. I take back everything I have condemned upon you all. I take back everything I have condemned upon others in all incarnations I've experienced. I also take back all condemnations I have cast upon myself. I am relieved of all Karma. My father is relieved of all Karma, my Sister is relieved of all Karma. My Brother is relieved of all Karma. My Aunt and Uncle are relieved of all Karma. My Grandma and Grandpa are relieved of all karma. Everyone I have ever known is relieved of all Karma.

I have telepathic abilities and I will use them for a while longer.

Thanks crazed.

The less you say, the less you are bound by. Therefore choose your words rightly, a man is snared by the words of his mouth; hence one soars, or is slain, but his own tongue.

[tcaudilllg]