Moving High Ramblings Here

[Reuben]

MEGA High rant 4- the pattern continued

First I want to say I'm posting this just because I'm not hiding my thoughts any longer, no matter how schizophrenic they sound. I wrote this in notepad while high, and its just a big mix of astrology, numerology, dimensionality and my own music theory jumbled into an exploration of the pattern i have been talking about.

All sense organs have a pattern. All mathematics has a pattern. All music has a pattern. All sentences, patterns. Patterns, patterns, and more patterns. All live is the same pattern.

I've been exploring this pattern with a 1-12 dimensional approach (including 0).

I decided today the ashwini / revati border is the most significant point in the whole zodiac since it is completely inconceivable. It also corresponds with zero. That is the true infinity. Pisces leading up to that point is the actual experience of neverendingly chasing infinity. Ashwini is the emergent fibbonaci spirals. But the asymptote of galactic geometry itself, the border of pisces and aries, is the true universal nothingness.

We have established addition, subtraction, division and multiplication make up dimension 2. In this case taurus. Rhythm is composed of this in combination with the existential views dimension 2 has on dimension 1 and 0. First there is the rhythm which, over the course of the entire song, seeks to reversee (completely) its emphasis levels to a point of absolute no relation to the original setup (This may actually occur in libra.. that or you are chasing this throughout the whole zodiac down into pisces.. up until you approach neverending infinity.. right now I'm favoring the second hypothesis).

What I realized earlier today is the next 4 levels of dimensionality in music (dimensions 5-8.. I've already covered up to cancer). The riff. The riff repeats, compounds (meaning multiple instruments at once) (this is leos relation to aries being described mechanically); the riff then has a pattern of how many times these on and off switches of repetition or no repetition, stacking or no stacking, will occur. This pattern simply transitions between alterations which correspond to fibbonacci spirals. So there are many compound levels to this (many strings of spirals), but it remains at that level of simplicity (the mechanics of the dimension).

This pattern is analyzed the same way rhythm is in dimension 2, but it is dealing with compound factors now. There are multiple levels of compounded rhythms, and then there is the rhythm over time issue. Thus Virgo (this rhythmic higher plane) is, qualitatively, dimension 2 to taurus's dimension 1 (this setup is a trine, and is the geometric basis of how guide my imagination to generate most of my ideas about this theory).

The libra aspect is how, from all these alterations that occur in virgo as just described, there is a plane of emphasis which is expressed through tweaks (all arbitrary) within the note structure of the riffs between one another. This is how a riff is subtley modified from one moment to the next (the pitch itself). You will hear good singers do this. They never actually sing the same riff flat twice in a row. You can think of this as relative, reactionary note arrangements between riffs.

The next dimension scorpio is, basically, the place you have not been. It's an opportunity opened up by the balancing of pitches in libra. Naturally this opens a hole up for opposition and expansion; exploration into the unknown. These holes are explored by scorpio. It is the motivating force to enduce a pitch balance in particular. This is the power to change the pitch balance of the song (libra).

You do it by, in defiance of patterns, but with its own integrity- the regularity to defy prediction, empowering a change in the pitch beyond what the limited field of balancing can achieve.

Balancing is, by definition, a function of the known. Scorpio is, then, the final ensurance that across riffs, relative to one another through pitch, rhythm, and end up following the fleeting rule of infinity; complete transformation. (and this law reaches finality at the jyotish/moola border; this is describing the end of scorpio).

Brilliant work crazedrat. Stop taking drugs, you'll do much better than this.

What I need from you, however, is to explain how you link the zodiac signs to different dimensions of music.

[rat1]

Everything is the same pattern. The pattern is in music, and it is in the zodiac. It's only a matter of becoming acquainted with both through analysis of their structures.

[Reuben]

This is also why it is, for a fact, a mistake to settle on one female. She will no longer have any drive or life within the tribe; no competition with other women, etc. No social connection. She will become depraved, fat, and a bitch with repressed instincts. So do not get married.

I agree with your observations, but I disagree with your conclusion. You have a depraved view of women, and yourself.

If you were the greatest man in the universe, there is no reason why your woman will look for another. Vice versa.

[Reuben]

Crazedrat, tell me exactly how each zodiac links to each dimension.

[rat1]

Go learn about the zodiac yourself. Dimensions are arbitrary, you can assign them to anything. The zodiac has its own validity. But dimensions are universal, which is where the link is established. I havent finished my work on those dimensions but once I do I'll post another high rant about it.. since this is the work I've been pursuing for years at this point I might as well.

[rat1]

This is also why it is, for a fact, a mistake to settle on one female. She will no longer have any drive or life within the tribe; no competition with other women, etc. No social connection. She will become depraved, fat, and a bitch with repressed instincts. So do not get married.

I agree with your observations, but I disagree with your conclusion. You have a depraved view of women, and yourself.

If you were the greatest man in the universe, there is no reason why your woman will look for another. Vice versa.

There is no greatest man in the universe. Even if there was, you wouldn't be him. Take a reality check.

[Reuben]

Post a well structured post crazedrat. You have a lot of potential, don't become another tcaud.

There is no greatest man in the universe. Even if there was, you wouldn't be him. Take a reality check.

Say that to yourself, maybe you'll believe it.

Think about it crazedrat, when I say greatest, do you think I mean there is only 1 person at the top? You need to expand your definition of superlatives; there can be an infinite number of people at the top, and all of them are different. A man is defined by the superiority of his thought. Everyone can think the best thoughts. Everyone can be the best. If this is true for men, it is true for women too. If say we establish these premises, we can conclude that there will be enough partners, who are the best anyone can be, for everyone.

If there was a greatest man in the universe, he wouldn't be alone. I'm reaching there, do you want to come with me?

[rat1]

No, there cannot be an infinite number of people at the top. I don't want your advice either, or your understanding. Take this shit out of my high ramblings thread, as of right now you're derailing it and it's pissing me off. Start a new thread over it if you care enough.

[rat1]

High rant 10- Dimensionality, reality & the 3rd eye

Ok this time I am decently high but not mega high. Im gona talk about ^ what is there.

This relates to what I was rambling about in MEGAhigh rant 4 about a ton of shit which probably made zero sense to anyone. But I am going to just do a dimensional analysis in real world terms right now since that's what on my mind and that's also how I am going to show you what the 3rd eye is and why it's located in the location it is in your head (using this dimensionality model).

Dimension 0. This is perspective itself. The watching. The 3rd eye, the observer. It is the infinite nothingness. You cannot see or know it, yet it is there and it is watching. Called God. The hindus were intelligent enough to realize exactly what God was, hence the mantra "I am he who watches"... they repeat that to get closer to God. Also in string theory they call this the God particle (physicists claim to be searching for it but also claim it is impossible to find it).

Dimension 1: Particle/ray. This is what most people consider the first dimension.. It is the first, but they forget zero typically. Anyway it's a particle/ray. I visualize it as just a dot with an energy tail. It's kind of like a photon. But it's peculiar in that it has both acceleratory and fractal properties. Like light again. Light is a spiraling negative charge around a central positive charge (i.e. particle wave properties... in math these 2 properties correlate to the fibbonacci sequences, & are illustrated in sacred geometry's expanding rectangle & fractal spiral made with phi.. everyone has seen or should have seen diagrams of that. The fibbonacci sequence is actually the mathematical equivalent of light), and massless.
Viewing this from the perspective of the third eye- the eye is now watching itself. It realizes it has both an up and a down. To put it better, an expanding and fractal spiral. Imagine seeing yourself in a mirror, but the person in the mirror was also a person looking at you; and they believed you were infact the image in the mirror... That is what is happening in this dimension. That's why the dot has the energy tail. The energy tail is the separation of other and self, the dot is the other (and also the self) (in astrology this corresponds to aries, the sign of the self & the first sign in the zodiac).

EDIT
Here... mentalized; the black space and a lone eyes behavior over time is to skip back and fourth between location after location, seeing only a glimpse of itself and the other. This dimension contains two eyes seeing 1 thing, itself and the other. This is significant for further progressing this article.. The next dimension will contain 3 eyes seeing 2 things seeing 1 thing. I will have to talk about this compound phenomenon in dimension 2 later. I will address this problem since it becomes important as dimensions progress. [it will explain divisional charts and the priority of the rasi chart for anyone who knows vedic astrology]

Dimension 2: Line- a neverending line of particles. You could call it a stable frequency. The line consists of particles (those mentioned in D1); therefor the line itself is characterized by both a matter and energy state. This is just a frequency of light. I think most people know everything is just a frequency of light (you should know that anyway). This is where the name string in string theory comes from.

Dimension 3: Plane [...]

To be continued next time I'm high, coming down too much to continue

[strrrng]

yes

[Gilly]

High rant 10- Dimensionality, reality & the 3rd eye

Ok this time I am decently high but not mega high. Im gona talk about ^ what is there.

This relates to what I was rambling about in MEGAhigh rant 4 about a ton of shit which probably made zero sense to anyone. But I am going to just do a dimensional analysis in real world terms right now since that's what on my mind and that's also how I am going to show you what the 3rd eye is and why it's located in the location it is in your head (using this dimensionality model).

Dimension 0. This is perspective itself. The watching. The 3rd eye, the observer. It is the infinite nothingness. You cannot see or know it, yet it is there and it is watching. Called God. The hindus were intelligent enough to realize exactly what God was, hence the mantra "I am he who watches"... they repeat that to get closer to God. Also in string theory they call this the God particle (physicists claim to be searching for it but also claim it is impossible to find it).

Particle physics, or any attempt to "objectively" conceive of the world, will break down at the barriers of perception. It's only natural; an infinite loop like everything else.

Dimension 1: Particle/ray. This is what most people consider the first dimension.. It is the first, but they forget zero typically. Anyway it's a particle/ray. I visualize it as just a dot with an energy tail. It's kind of like a photon. But it's peculiar in that it has both acceleratory and fractal properties. Like light again.

Personally I'm of the belief that every dimension of existence/experience is "reaching" into the next. Physical life forms as we think of them have 3-dimensional coherency/consistency and attempt to "reach" into the 4th dimension, which is the one we perceive ourselves most accutely as navigating. A fractal is kind of like a ray's equivalent of a human perceiving time; it's the dimension that their very existence suggests the necessity of (a ray exists in one dimension, but it travels in two), and it is through interaction with some being or entity or form of existence that is beyond itself that it comes to be projected into, rather than exist in as itself, the dimension above itself. Humanity's "fractal" is our sense of our evolution as a species, which, IMO, is the next step in the "evolution" or, more precisely, the progressive organization of matter. However, given that the brain is already in itself a quantum computer, we could very well accomplish this individually; hence the extant struggle between individuation and the collective will. Our collective unconscious is acutely aware of this divide, that a choice must be made to attempt progress in either one direction or the other (collective or individual) and I think it is the mission of our current psycho-social stage to decipher where our best bet lies. But perhaps this is the answer in itself? Or perhaps our extant failure should speak. I could go on.

Light is a spiraling negative charge around a central positive charge (i.e. particle wave properties... in math these 2 properties correlate to the fibbonacci sequences, & are illustrated in sacred geometry's expanding rectangle & fractal spiral made with phi.. everyone has seen or should have seen diagrams of that. The fibbonacci sequence is actually the mathematical equivalent of light), and massless.
Viewing this from the perspective of the third eye- the eye is now watching itself. It realizes it has both an up and a down. To put it better, an expanding and fractal spiral. Imagine seeing yourself in a mirror, but the person in the mirror was also a person looking at you; and they believed you were infact the image in the mirror... That is what is happening in this dimension. That's why the dot has the energy tail. The energy tail is the separation of other and self, the dot is the other (and also the self) (in astrology this corresponds to aries, the sign of the self & the first sign in the zodiac).

Dimension 2: Line- a neverending line of particles. You could call it a stable frequency. The line consists of particles (those mentioned in D1); therefor the line itself is characterized by both a matter and energy state. This is just a frequency of light. I think most people know everything is just a frequency of light (you should know that anyway). This is where the name string in string theory comes from.

Dimension 3: Plane [...]

To be continued next time I'm high, coming down too much to continue

I find it interesting that you describe the ray as ; the dimensions seem to oscillate in their necessity of the "other" in terms of assigning their basic properties as energy in a limited environment vs. intertia in an unlimited one. Our dimension, the third (in traditional naming, obviously not in your model), is one of progressively greater inertia/collectivism, and the fourth seems quite clearly progressive rather than static.

It's interesting, I think you can actually make analogies to Ne/Si vs. Se/Ni in this sense.

[Gilly]

Post a well structured post crazedrat. You have a lot of potential, don't become another tcaud.

He's not a tcaud; he doesn't pretend his aesthetic ramblings have vast outer-world consequences. He WOULD become a tcaud if he started trying to present them like legitimate science. But they are more legitimate than science in a way; at least more honest.

[strrrng]

Personally I'm of the belief that every dimension of existence/experience is "reaching" into the next. Physical life forms as we think of them have 3-dimensional coherency/consistency and attempt to "reach" into the 4th dimension, which is the one we perceive ourselves most accutely as navigating. A fractal is kind of like a ray's equivalent of a human perceiving time; it's the dimension that their very existence suggests the necessity of (a ray exists in one dimension, but it travels in two), and it is through interaction with some being or entity or form of existence that is beyond itself that it comes to be projected into, rather than exist in as itself, the dimension above itself. Humanity's "fractal" is our sense of our evolution as a species, which, IMO, is the next step in the "evolution" or, more precisely, the progressive organization of matter. However, given that the brain is already in itself a quantum computer, we could very well accomplish this individually; hence the extant struggle between individuation and the collective will. Our collective unconscious is acutely aware of this divide, that a choice must be made to attempt progress in either one direction or the other (collective or individual) and I think it is the mission of our current psycho-social stage to decipher where our best bet lies. But perhaps this is the answer in itself? Or perhaps our extant failure should speak. I could go on.

I don't see how the transition from 3d perception of fractals to their dynamic expression highlights, rather than synthesizes, the individual-collective problem. it's founded in the third dimension, because energy is divided and condensed; however, solids coalescing into larger, more complex fractals is but an intuitive expression of the self-same nature of these poles. the cycle we've carried out on this density frequency has been defined by a social impasse that leaves little margin for genuine mutual benefit; and it's only through transcending past the level of perception that says, "this gained energy, this lost," that we begin to see intercommunication on a more balanced scale. hence why the end of this age, 2012 spanning from several thousand years BC (sub-cycle, really) is called both the triumph of materialism and the dissolution of matter. for now, we can perceive the 4th dimension in the sense of compiled moments whose essence always seems elusive; being within this frame of reference, instead of 'in front of it' (like a stained glass window you can only see certain patterns and shades of light in at certain angles), transforms a succession of moments into a moment's procession (the gradual expansion of light instead of it's localized fluctuations).

[Gilly]

I don't see how the transition from 3d perception of fractals to their dynamic expression highlights, rather than synthesizes, the individual-collective problem. it's founded in the third dimension, because energy is divided and condensed; however, solids coalescing into larger, more complex fractals is but an intuitive expression of the self-same nature of these poles. the cycle we've carried out on this density frequency has been defined by a social impasse that leaves little margin for genuine mutual benefit; and it's only through transcending past the level of perception that says, "this gained energy, this lost," that we begin to see intercommunication on a more balanced scale.

That's fair. I guess "highlights" wouldn't be my choice of word; our perception sets the stage for our decisions and our progress, which, ironically, requires dynamic maintenance, as has been proven; a kind of self-correction mechanism exists, clearly, but the real question IMO is which state properly facilitate its progress. I think "faith" has proven itself an unworthy successor to unconscious obedience, and yet a more speculative-concrete approach of the brute honesty of our limits its clearly unsustainable and not properly communicated in the resulting vector, as certain things are always taken for granted in the transition.

hence why the end of this age, 2012 spanning from several thousand years BC (sub-cycle, really) is called both the triumph of materialism and the dissolution of matter.

Lol. Any triumph is simply a failure to recognize higher goals; hence the stage's necessary dissolution.

for now, we can perceive the 4th dimension in the sense of compiled moments whose essence always seems elusive; being within this frame of reference, instead of 'in front of it' (like a stained glass window you can only see certain patterns and shades of light in at certain angles), transforms a succession of moments into a moment's procession (the gradual expansion of light instead of it's localized fluctuations).

This is why I'm still convinced that people need to have a bad trip at least once in order to properly pilot their own minds and be functional members of society

[rat1]

New bag of weed high 1: unnamed

Today I discovered the twisted spiral of light. When I touched it it was golden and solid, but gleaned along its line like an electric current enlightened, radiated excited. These lines surrounded me in an empty space of polygons. Every pylgon is a triangle of perspectives. There are endless triangles in life. Every triangle ballances every other triangle. Each triangle has its own characteristics of sine, cosine, tangnet, cotangnt, etc. There are 6 distinct triangles. They all exist accordingly. Last there is the repetition of all this done another 3 times with the emphasis between each repetition alligned itself in a planar array of triangles all compared to eachother with trimesteral pitch.

[Creepy-female]

LOL sounds like good weed.

[Reuben]

[rat1]

High Rant A: speculative ramble on black holes and energy

the universe is a giant black hole with light falling into it from outside realms as emerging energy. But there is also spontaneous energy emergence which means the universal black hole is endlessly expanding. Also, that black holes are portals to other universes. You get sucked into a black hole and rearranged into something unfathomably different. Black holes are kind of like doors.

Spontaneous energy emergence is allowed in an infinite universe. The emergence seems ultimately random but with altering variability in various dimensions.

A black hole is the only way to pass the speed of light. And it is possible I know to create a warphole machine, just very difficult and I have no idea how to do it.

[rat1]

High Rant B: light and darkness

Most people act like the light beam spiral is the perfect pattern in nature. All stable thinking is analogous to light as arbitrary progression. Science moves like light, an army moves like light, tornados are like light. Light is treated sacred, divine knowledge. But lights existence necessitates pure darkness.
Yes we make progress, but we are endlessly twirling down the drain.

Frequencies, the fabric of reality, determine the ultimate path of light. Frequency is just a measure of lights deviations. The future is fixed and has an end, but a phenomenal continuity emerges from this insistence. Tiers of reality emerge. Everything is divided into levels.

What I am saying is the opposite of light is frequency which is what holds darkness. Without light there can't be frequency and vice versa. Also I am not sure how the relationship between light and frequency tips.. It could be chaotic or it could be balanced. I have no means of choosing a side for which is more likely, or if both exist in tandem, or if there is no balance only complete randomness (thats something Im starting to side with), or if that all these things are true and things still continue to be true until I shoot myself from insanity. Then I wake up and I tell myself to trust my senses, which cannot lie to me. So I am back awake, but right now I have to fall asleep.

I have to say the choice is seeming more personal by the day, and I'm moving towards the pure random.

[tcaudilllg]

I think that relative to light, matter may be light.

[Reuben]

Black hole is the universe's response to too much energy.

[Eye of the Potato]

Cool thread. Just goes to show, drugs aren't always a bad thing.

I took some mushrooms the other week, and before I came up fully, I charged my phone. I ran my fingers over the back of my phone, and it tingled in exactly the same part where the battery was housed. I was fully in my senses, so I know I didn't imagine it. I keep feeling for it ever since, but I can't sense anything. This leads me to think, that the mushrooms do, in fact, help you to be more sensitive to energy fields it cannot ordinarily perceive.

I'm going to get a shitload more of them little bad boys in the next few days. Apparently, they are stronger here, than anywhere else in the world.

I also had a vision of an eye, like you mentioned in one of your high rants.

[rat1]

Subject: Goodbye-Letter to my folks inspired by my Hindu Gods:

Let this letter be a fundamental letter to inspire all creative works of poetry:

Hello Dad, I understand that you.. through projection, believed I was uncovering your afair when I was actually attempting to unover my own; and that made you believe I was a twit when infact I was a noble son. Too bad we never got to talk because of it, because if we had I may actually have been able to understand and stop what I was doing. I understand that you were severely beaten with chains as a child, and that you probably had to undergo other things you've never mentioned to me far more taboo. This I understand, since I suffer another form of the same ailment. Hello Mom, I am sorry you were never trained in how to behave sexually and you have no conception of sex. You like sex and you can do that through food, that's great! Food is the answer to everything, isn't it? You never taught me anything about sex... for this I forgive you. I believe that human beings should be more generous and honest with eachother, but that is not how reality is. You need to learn to accept that and move forward. Things change. People die, love is not the only thing there is. Smoke some weed and calm the fuck down. Hello alma, if I ever know you again it will only be if I am ambivalent about you in any sexual ways, of this I promise. yet I truly accept you as a friend in crimes acceptable by nature. I agree with you on the paths of mother nature and hope to one day meet you again, probably in the distant future, as a child of mother nature. I promise you I mean it when I say it will be when I am healed or not at all. Of this I am willing to die on a cross for. Hello Laura, I hope you have recovered from your traumatic experience of not getting to suck the dick of a father you never had. And it is unfortunate that you had to take that out on me by fucking up my entire mind and childhood, but that is okay because sometimes we are just born fuck ups and we can never realize it. Too bad we broke the religious ' code ' of no divorse. The truth is we have to forgive you as well, or we can't be forgiven ourselves. Hello Franz, I am sorry you had to die but it was the unfortunate consequence of you not being in my best interest to support. I choose either myself or you. If you are too incapable of handling the path I am walking due to weakness or pansiness as they call it, then I apologize. But unfortunately you will have to be left behind and scavanged by the wolves. Life sucks. Goodbye and let me see you in heaven my friend. Wait.. Hello? I meant goodbye.

This is my goodbye letter to you all, my friends; inspired by the sacred hindu experience of mind altering herb which I am taking for legal, spiritual purposes; a thing granted to me by my constitutional rights as a civilian. Thank you for listening and I wish you the best of luck in the future.. whatever paths may follow. May they be good ones.

I do plan to function and prosper in society, and I assure you I am competent enough to do so. I have an entire life plan, explainable, planned out, and it all is within my legal constitutional rights. Believe me.

This is a letter of the past, but from here onward is the future.
Thank you and goodbye.

Note: This letter is meant to be printed in bold and given to each of my folks individually before I fly out to SOMEWHERE (I have yet to get solid confirmation) on a plane in 3 days. This is not a goodbye letter to the forum, it's to my family. Yeah

[InkStrider]

Note: This letter is meant to be printed in bold and given to each of my folks individually before I fly out to SOMEWHERE (I have yet to get solid confirmation) on a plane in 3 days. This is not a goodbye letter to the forum, it's to my family. Yeah

I would love to do as you are doing, when the time for it arrives.

Best of luck.

[rat1]

Same to you my friend

[rat1]

I am going to starve myself and wear a totally plain clothes in protest of sex.. changed from zebra shirt shit. I have two choices in my life right now. Either become a musician and eventually die.. it would be slow via anorexia, or choose complacency and live a life of repressed impulses and probably deranged insanity. So I am choosing the path of death which is to form a band. Anyone who has understood this, and is interested in forming a band with me please whisper me.
Weird astrological moon rant in running commentary:

List of influences for all artists which will inspire my art which I do. List is in chronological order and socioarchetypally associated:
Kurt Cobain- Father & Self; sun, lagna & of overcoming rahu through strong aspect of lagna. Determination to overcome disease and stigma to the death. Ostracism and strong oppression, but ultimate vigilance and victory.
Jim Morrison- Middle Brother; mercury, venus, strong mars aspect. Competition, the love of war and unrelenting drive to win.
Ian Curtis- Father & mother- Saturn in scorpio aspect 7th on sun & moon; distant father and deranged mother syndrome. Emotional plague never ending, locked inside a chamber of no escape.
Mother is lacking in inspiration, moon is almost silent. Must find an outlet for the silent moon. My moon is 3 degrees from sun, on a night completely without light. All evil is known at this moment. I will have to create this portion myself, I don't have inspiration here. This is the purvabhavapada planet Jupiter aspecting the moon.
Jupiter is the older sister. She represents the reality of evil. She is the ultimate inspiration for what is screamed. Jupiter in the 12th house is imagination, but aspected by gulika in the 11th house is the ambivalence of governmental protest. That is a very key point.
The Smiths- in ambivalence mostly, share planet with singer in punavarsu so smiths represent venus.

Black Sabbath- in the angst of the voice mostly.. just kinda pure anger inspiration.

Alice in Chains- nihilistic inspiration, associated with sister jupiter and all the shit I babbled about above. Also associated with rahu since lead singer has ashwini rahu like I do. So the voice is similar in a certain sense.

[Eye of the Potato]

I am going to starve myself and wear a totally plain clothes in protest of sex.. changed from zebra shirt shit. I have two choices in my life right now. Either become a musician and eventually die.. it would be slow via anorexia, or choose complacency and live a life of repressed impulses and probably deranged insanity. So I am choosing the path of death which is to form a band. Anyone who has understood this, and is interested in forming a band with me please whisper me.
Weird astrological moon rant in running commentary:

List of influences for all artists which will inspire my art which I do. List is in chronological order and socioarchetypally associated:
Kurt Cobain- Father & Self; sun, lagna & of overcoming rahu through strong aspect of lagna. Determination to overcome disease and stigma to the death. Ostracism and strong oppression, but ultimate vigilance and victory.
Jim Morrison- Middle Brother; mercury, venus, strong mars aspect. Competition, the love of war and unrelenting drive to win.
Ian Curtis- Father & mother- Saturn in scorpio aspect 7th on sun & moon; distant father and deranged mother syndrome. Emotional plague never ending, locked inside a chamber of no escape.
Mother is lacking in inspiration, moon is almost silent. Must find an outlet for the silent moon. My moon is 3 degrees from sun, on a night completely without light. All evil is known at this moment. I will have to create this portion myself, I don't have inspiration here. This is the purvabhavapada planet Jupiter aspecting the moon.
Jupiter is the older sister. She represents the reality of evil. She is the ultimate inspiration for what is screamed. Jupiter in the 12th house is imagination, but aspected by gulika in the 11th house is the ambivalence of governmental protest. That is a very key point.
The Smiths- in ambivalence mostly, share planet with singer in punavarsu so smiths represent venus.

Black Sabbath- in the angst of the voice mostly.. just kinda pure anger inspiration.

Alice in Chains- nihilistic inspiration, associated with sister jupiter and all the shit I babbled about above. Also associated with rahu since lead singer has ashwini rahu like I do. So the voice is similar in a certain sense.

Why are you protesting against sex, can I ask?

I'm trying to get a band together too. It's so hard to find the right people. I was thinking, most quality bands have 4 members. I wonder is it something to do with the 4 quadras. Every aspect must be covered for the chemistry to be right? I'm going to try to look into the bands I like, and try to figure this out. I know myself, that I will never be good enough playing the guitar to do my music justice, that would be better left to someone who can get in the zone using their senses. I wonder are 4 people from the same quadra better, or 4 people from the different quadras better or if it is totally irrelelvant. But from my experience, sex and music are linked. For sex to be worth writing home about, the chemistry has to be right. I think the same applies to music. All the players need to be ahead of their game for it to shine. 4 technically good musicians together would be boring. 4 drummers would be boring, and 4 songwriters would be too confusing. Each player must play their part.

[rat1]

Well I'm a songwriter, guitar player and singer but still learning, but I'm a highly qualified writer so I'm not interseted in joining with someone less qualified; and my ego tells me I am more qualified than anyone I will run into except maybe Hitta and you if you surprise me?. However, I dont know how to play guitar to a high skill level yet (I am just coming out of theory land into learning guitar), so what I really need is about 10 years to master guitar (I am devoting my life to guitar right now). So what I'm looking for is a stable environment to master guitar and translate all my thoughts into actual songs and lyrics, which will require a ton of focus and dedication over the next 10 years. If that sounds appealing to you then by all means PM me.

Oh yeah, you are too confining with your band roles thing. The beatles all were significant and all sang. Played a bunch of instruments too. But that's all about dedication / talent. It helped them tremendously. To have a progressive band (not a rock band) like that with legitimate, qualified guys is really what you're looking for. Yeah there are roles but I wouldn't use the bumbling field of socionics to choose band mates, I'd choose my own instincts. And that requires getting to know people. Probably the most important thing in choosing a band mate is how well you like them and how dedicated you are to eachother, the music playing comes second since maximum willpower and time can be spent on that making it work.

I'm going to have alot to say about sex but it's gona be contradictory and twisted by most peoples standards. Sex is basically how we are controlled by the government, controlled by others. And yet sex is something we must have. So there is a contradictory nature to sex which you have to convey successfully in order to claim status. It's really martyrdom is what music is about. Willing to die for music is what you have to be.

Thats one problem I've always had with rock and pop is they both sway too far on one side. I really prefer gut wrenching sounds, but they have to be beautiful at the same time.

The whole martyr image thing for me is gona revolve around what I already do. I fast for 40 days periodically to heal a chronic stomache disease which I have. That periodically will probably make me look semi-anorexic but I'll still be healthy. I'll need to develop some kind of style from the band, it will have to center around death just because I look so anorexic all the time.

Anyway that's sort of the picture of the kind of band I am forming. If that's aligned with your vision then PM me and we'll talk.

[Eye of the Potato]

Well I'm a songwriter, guitar player and singer but still learning, but I'm a highly qualified writer so I'm not interseted in joining with someone less qualified; and my ego tells me I am more qualified than anyone I will run into except maybe Hitta and you if you surprise me?. However, I dont know how to play guitar to a high skill level yet (I am just coming out of theory land into learning guitar), so what I really need is about 10 years to master guitar (I am devoting my life to guitar right now). So what I'm looking for is a stable environment to master guitar and translate all my thoughts into actual songs and lyrics, which will require a ton of focus and dedication over the next 10 years. If that sounds appealing to you then by all means PM me.

Oh yeah, you are too confining with your band roles thing. The beatles all were significant and all sang. Played a bunch of instruments too. But that's all about dedication / talent. It helped them tremendously. To have a progressive band (not a rock band) like that with legitimate, qualified guys is really what you're looking for. Yeah there are roles but I wouldn't use the bumbling field of socionics to choose band mates, I'd choose my own instincts. And that requires getting to know people. Probably the most important thing in choosing a band mate is how well you like them and how dedicated you are to eachother, the music playing comes second since maximum willpower and time can be spent on that making it work.

I'm going to have alot to say about sex but it's gona be contradictory and twisted by most peoples standards. Sex is basically how we are controlled by the government, controlled by others. And yet sex is something we must have. So there is a contradictory nature to sex which you have to convey successfully in order to claim status. It's really martyrdom is what music is about. Willing to die for music is what you have to be.

Thats one problem I've always had with rock and pop is they both sway too far on one side. I really prefer gut wrenching sounds, but they have to be beautiful at the same time.

The whole martyr image thing for me is gona revolve around what I already do. I fast for 40 days periodically to heal a chronic stomache disease which I have. That periodically will probably make me look semi-anorexic but I'll still be healthy. I'll need to develop some kind of style from the band, it will have to center around death just because I look so anorexic all the time.

Anyway that's sort of the picture of the kind of band I am forming. If that's aligned with your vision then PM me and we'll talk.

It sounds like you need to start your own thing. I think I probably have a different message to deliver than you. I need to find a Ray Manzerek, a John Squire. Someone who enjoys playing as much as I enjoy writing. I've been going to open mic nights the last few weeks and I've been meeting people and making friends. Hopefully I'll find what I'm looking for soon.

I think sex is used by advertisers as a means to sell us stuff and this has corrupted society. I'm not sure how the government plays into this, maybe you could elaborate. But sex has been around a lot longer than government or economics, so I don't think sex is ultimately a bad thing. Sex is a biological process, but I also think it has a spiritual element to it too. Good sex anyway. Good sex happens when you find someone who makes you say " that's what I'm talkin about" Everyone has something differnet to say, so it's rare you find someone who is saying the same thing as you. It's not all about having the best pair of tits in the world, or the greatest dick. It's more about finding someone who responds to what you are saying. With your body, mind and soul.

[rat1]

Unknown- Solving the foundation problem of dimensionaly modeling music:

The degree of freedom phenomenon in mathematics also exists in the dimensional modeling of music where the first dimension capable of actually being modeled is the string of rhythm. The God particle of music, so to speak, is the actual song and note itself. It cannot be modeled except but by pure randomness. I am going to discuss the way to solve the God particle problem in music.

In every model that exists, there must be an element of pure randomness which defines it at its core; even if that's only a 50 percent randomness. Randomness exists. Thus for every song written:
-Random choices are made
-Random choices are allowed

Now, the most basic dimension in the physical modeling of music, D1, is represented by the string rhythm. This on first glance seems to contradict physics because we imagine the actual songs we listen to in the past tense. But infact as songs are created, they are imagined with the God particle- pure randomness. So, in modeling music, we must respect that by having our first dimension above the dimension of the God particle- modeling is not natural writing.

However, pure randomness occurs statistically in tiers. Some things can be more random than others. Here develops the paradox and ultimately solution of pure randomness and the God particle. The maximum level of pure randomness in a universe of randomness is 50 percent likelihood of occurence. From then forward, lesser likelyhoods of randomness become less predictive of occurence. Thus, a method of discrimination is established simply through the knowledge of un-knowledge. This creates tiers of logic which dictate the random flow of emotion.

This is how the God problem is solved in music.. by using tiers of randomness (heartfelt gut wrenching inspiration) in an organized fashion (the statistical algorithms I've developed earlier in this thread). Combine both together and you can write timeless music for whoever you are, though you have to learn to sing (and I still do...) and also understand alchemy which gives you the real life, material associational & linguistic powers to translate this information into redeemable form... (the zodiac is where I get all my alchemy from at the moment, maybe I will explore more)

[rat1]

Christ symbology combined with sardonic laughter, the perfect excuse for power. I'd rather this work than be happy go lucky. We have different styles my friend. May you succeed in finding your world of drunken, beaten raped 18 year olds. I mean that sincerely and part to you with care.

[strrrng]

lmfao

[Reuben]

strange how it takes off like this.

[strrrng]

mark this thread for eternity.

[rat1]

Vedic astrology predicted a change of consciousness in awareness of a sexual demon at this time in history through the angle of neptune entering purvabhavapada. Behold, it has come true. A demon has arisen, and we must slay it.

Sexually raising children in age selected, demographic packs like factory line products is the only way we can avoid the parental molestation of children which has endured for centuries and which has been perpetuated by the church. The church is essentially control of the sexual resources. Why do you think christ contains such sexual imagery? Why do you think we are addicted to porn on the internet, and new age religion? Religion follows with the progression of society.

The way to move up in society is to play religious. The way to be religious is to move down in society.

The way to be utterly successful in traversing society is to pretend to be both religious and mocking religion- become a collective psycho-representation of pure sexuality and death. The truth of the church is unvieled, the next generation is enlightened, evolution moves forward and we uncover our real demons; raising our minds awareness and our biology's; perceptions evolutionary status.

This is is the final truth about christianity and all religion- it is a cover for pedophilia. Religion is the control of sexual resources. Religion is what accompanied the first civilization. The rise of civilization WAS infact the mass control of sexuality (I believe the first civilizations with alphabets have pyramids.). Society has progressed, religiously, in an ancient pattern of sacred geometrical awareness since that time; each new emerging religion corresponding with a dimension.

We are slowly transitioning into a new age of dimensional consciousness which is higher than the previous phases awareness to a significant degree. This is most blatantly represented by the phenomenon of the internet- the world essentially having a mass realization of itself. Acceleration as aspecies? Degredation into the pit of despair? The choice is actually yours - reality is a massive projection. Hard to believe, but that's the best part of it all. Collective unconsciousness and drugs ahoy!


Music will be highly taboo and sexualized and involve the harm of children, done so purely as a manner of awakening the collective unconscious to reality.

[rat1]

I believe that I am a christ figure in the moral justification framework of our society and I have to save my brother, the archetypal antichrist figure (all this archetypally correlated through socio-historical evolutionary trend statistics). And I believe others like me exist out there, in a high but select few categorizing the candidates for my competition amongst predators. That much I am aware of and that much I will act upon, from this day forward.

I grew up my entire life in the bubble of the center of command of the united states of america. I lived my entire life in the protection of a military camp, in the protection of a rogue soldier who utterly neglected my existence. In that time I have developed near psychic abilities only rarely found on the internet. I am part of a rare tribe of priests who worship the sun.

Oh wait, I meant... I am now going to play fuckin guitar somewhere.

[rat1]

Religion is sexual manipulation. Sexual manipulation is entwined with the processes of domestication, value.

You can use spirals of dimensionality in linguistic patterns to hypnotize crowds. The way you do this is by connecting all essential "poetically elemental" dots and alligning them with circles. The poem is made complete and its intentions perfected. All language and interaction between people is a scripted play. We are in a game in a box, and I am having an amazing time just as Ludwig Wittgenstein suggested I would.

[rat1]

As strange as it sounds, I just realized that scientology is real.

[rat1]

The name of my band is Religious Atheism. That is recorded here and now, documented. That is the new religion I have founded based on my studies here at this forum.
Not it is not just atheism, and it is not agnosticism, it is religious followed by atheism.


As the founder of this religion it is my duty to express it to the world with my maximum ability. That ability in my case is extremely large. What I have to do is expose the truth about christianity to the world; that it is infact an organization of "FAMILY" which perpetuates an oedipal cycle. This oedipal cycle literally is what causes all mental disorders. Thus by rejecting religion and adopting religious atheism we restructure the collective family to one which families are organized socialistically into neighbourhood societies of like aged children; permanent boarding schools. All children must be shipped away to permanent boarding schools. This is to elevate our generation into the next phase of evolution. Permanent boarding schools are essentially what psychology is now rediscovering as 'recovery units'. The foundation of the american colonies was a christian outcropping rebelling against the government. In order to reestablish control of the people, you must retake control of america through socialism. You do that by instituting boarding schools.

I am a publisher and a musician, but completely unlearned in both arts. Music is underway, it will be to come

The n ext 10 years of my life are completely devoted to learning how to play music effectively.

[rat1]

Marijuana and natural opium are the two drugs which are good for my disease. That is because they are natural. Hallucinogens are possible but may inhibit functioning so that will have to be worked out. If it gets in the way of the band it is cut, no matter what.