Yet another attempt

[mirrorsoul]

This is me... sigh. Better do this now...



One interesting complication... even though I'm physically male, I like to be called "she." The reason for that is... umm, well, basically, because I want to be a girl, and I'm probably going to go through a process at some point that will allow me to do that. For more information, read here.

I wasn't planning on sharing this... but there are two main reasons I've decided to do so:

1. I really want to figure out my type, and I've tried everything else.

2. Some people were apparently only talking to me because they thought I was a girl physically, and I feel bad about it. They should know to go ahead and ignore me if that's what they're looking for.

[Slacker]

I sensed you were female but I certainly wasn't only talking to you for that reason or were you assuming guys were talking to you for that reason?

Anyway, off to see the video now.

Is this why your dad is so awful to you? Are there resources in your area for the LGBT community that could help? It does not sound like a healthy environment for you at all.

[mirrorsoul]

I sensed you were female but I certainly wasn't only talking to you for that reason or were you assuming guys were talking to you for that reason?

It's mostly the guys... one of them told me as much.

Is this why your dad is so awful to you? Are there resources in your area for the LGBT community that could help? It does not sound like a healthy environment for you at all.

No, he doesn't know about that... he just dislikes my personality.

[Jinxi]

Hi, you're ISFj.

How do you feel about that?

[Sir Knight]

Hi, you're ISFj.

How do you feel about that?

What makes you think ESI over EII?

[pianosinger]

Definitely Introvert. Ij>Ip.

EII still seems like a good possibility. You did say your were pretty certain about being NF before...

I have a brother whom you very much remind me of. I *think* he is INFj...

Good for you coming out of your shell to make and post this video Feels kinda good? I hope...

[Absurd]

It's mostly the guys...

Ahem... Anyway, welcome

[Creepy-Snaps]

Haven't watched the whole video, but read through all the posts on this thread.

I just want to say: in general, when you're going through problems in life, it's tough to see and truly appreciate your strengths. And if you're not sure what your strengths are, it's tough to accurately pick your personality type.

I mention this because you don't seem confident about your sexuality. Which is a normal stage too, just saying. But you don't seem very confident about anything really.

I'd say stop trying to find your type right now, and try finding yourself.

[Beautiful sky]

Mirrorsoul,

How would you explain the role and purpose of marriage, in your own words?

[mirrorsoul]

Haven't watched the whole video, but read through all the posts on this thread.

I just want to say: in general, when you're going through problems in life, it's tough to see and truly appreciate your strengths. And if you're not sure what your strengths are, it's tough to accurately pick your personality type.

I mention this because you don't seem confident about your sexuality. Which is a normal stage too, just saying. But you don't seem very confident about anything really.

I'd say stop trying to find your type right now, and try finding yourself.

The thing is, for me... I've been looking for myself for a long time, and I don't have the first clue how to go about it. Personality type is what I've been drawn to, because it seems to offer the promise of helping me find myself.

I've been drawn to everything... astrology, typology, philosophy, religion... anything that could give me a clue as to who and what I am. But I don't know what to believe in.

I don't even understand what it means to find yourself... I mean, on a physical level, I already know what I am. I'm a collection of cells that began as a result of intercourse by my mother and father, and which slowly divided into specialized cells. I'm essentially a complex life process that takes in food and oxygen, and excretes waste products... just like everyone else. I am an animal that questions its own existence, and fears death. A being that, quite possibly, seeks order in what is actually meaningless chaos.

On a social level, I also know what I am. I'm Caucasian, a high school graduate, a person 3-4 years out of school who has no work experience, a citizen of the United States, a resident of Dallas, a member of my family, a dependent who lives with their parents, and a geek who is fascinated by computers and video games.

Even on a philosophical level, I know what I am. I'm a Humanist, a Utilitarian, an Agnostic, and probably more.

Now I feel like I'm on the final level... I need to find what I am on a level that only systems like Astrology and Religion (which I don't believe in), or Typology can help. Now do you understand why I want to find my type? Because... this is the only way I know of, to find who I am. I can't even conceive of an alternative.

It's either this, or I merely accept that I am not an individual in any meaningful way, cannot be defined, and move on with my life having given up on trying to describe my own nature. But if I do that... I would feel that I've lost an important part of myself.

Does that make sense?

[crazedrat]

I think you're a fucked up ENFp

[ashlesha]

i'm being redundant now, but i still think EII.

[eSDe]

Voice off - i don't have speakers here.

Strong Ethics. Temperament Ep/Ip.
I'm don't sure, but I think IEI.

[EyeSeeCold]

Obviously ESTj