Originally Posted by
lazybones
I probably wouldn't use the word "fuck" in this case, or in any 'sexual' context for that matter. I probably find it too negatively and disturbingly Se-valuing, although I'm supposed to be Se-valuing. I guess sexuality-wise I can be a bit of a prude or something, or anything in real life that's tied to domination or sadism or whatever kind of turns me off, or I guess I'm just a "romantic" at heart, being that the consensus on my type seems to be IEI. Maybe I'm actually meant to be celibate and abstinent for life. My Mom is practically 'asexual' in some ways. When I was born (or about to be born or after), my Aunt interpreted my astrology or birth chart or whatever at the time as meaning that I would be a priest or religious person or something. Probably not I guess. Yet when she held me once as a baby, she said she felt an extremely painful future.