Man, you had me excited 'til that last part.
(But having watched your vids, start to finish, a couple days ago, I'll ramble anyway.)
FWIW, there's a certain "energy"
(for lack of a better term) in your body language, oral speech, and vid stuff that doesn't
seem to come through so much
(if at all) in your written
16T/
WS/wherever posts.
I'm reluctant to call it Se
('cause A: Aiss will beat me and B: It may not be that at all) but there's a real confidence, or assertion, or
(dare I say) "bite" when you talk about really personal stuff and your relationships and all. Your eyes and gaze don't have that soul-piercing focus I stereotype to Se
(you look a little more head-in-the-clouds), but whatever that "passion" thing is, it looks interestingly feisty.
(Apologies for unconstructiveness.)