Quote Originally Posted by Aiss View Post
It's actually kind of ambiguous, on one hand I always had this strong desire to be really close with someone - used to be one of those kids with idealized view of friendship - and I kept being disappointed. Though I quickly learned not to expose too much of myself, it still happens at times. I long for such intimacy yet at the same time there's mistrust, it takes time to let someone see more than I show just anyone. Like I'm obsessively guarding my privacy while looking for a close bond at the same time. So I'd say I have a high capacity for intimacy in theory and currently low to a varying degree in practice.
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