Originally Posted by
Ezra
I know you're older than me. But you're far more bitter than me.
Call them what you will. It's not about ideal love - I'm not that naive, and neither's she. Like my best friend, who is now married to his dual, and who taught me the benefit of being whole in yourself, and not needing others to be happy, but enjoying relationships when they role around, I am in a balanced state where I'm not going after romantic notions of love or duality, let alone childish love games. My life is on track in every sense of the word. You're bitter because you're hurt, you've been scarred. I'm sorry for that. I'm sorry forum talk of duality and love doesn't translate well. Even if you've loved in the past, if you've not been dualised, you have no idea really how it pans out. That's evident from your mistaking what we have to be something childish or just an infatuation. The harsh side of me says "get a lay you grumpy fucking bastard because you seriously need it, then actually begin the search for your fucking dual, or if you can't do that, because you're too proud, too moody and self-absorbed, too driven by your "I am older than thee and thus I know the truth better than thee" bullshit instincts, do the world a favour and commit suicide". The healthier side of me came before that.