Originally Posted by
HaveLucidDreamz
Hey thanks for responding, thats alot of information. I'll get to analyzing it and what not.
Some small ideas I've had are this....
Fi > Fe, you spent alot of time talking about feelings over thoughts in this post, which is fine but alot of it is concerning this emphasis on your connections and relationships with people. Your very focused in the realm of people, law, family, social, etc. It even seems like your pursuing after a more satisfying Fi-based life, but you can't do it yourself. This is basically dual seeking Fi. Your spiritual interests in such things as buddihism also would appeal to an INFj I think. In this realm the ESTj is fairly accurate.
Your outlook seems to emphasize the dictomies of Rational and Extroverted.
Socionics wise the only other possibilities I could think of would be ISFj or INFj, if not that then ESTj which is my top choice.
Also if you went to southern germany, in bavaria there tends to be more Fi or Fe or something than in northern germany and the rhineland. People there have little customs to be more friendly and village-like. They also are where there is a devout catholic tradition. In bavaria I remember there is this one greeting like GrueB Gott (Grettings from God). Anyways there kind of like the good religious, village like, personable type subsection of the german culture. The northern germans I think have a reputation for being more aloof and modern and industrial.
Lastly sorry to hear about all your health problems and career way problems. Sounds like my life! The particulars of course are different but I'm having problems figuring out my career and I'm about to graduate, and I've had a heart surgery about 2 years ago and been having problems with the medication and circulation. I took a low blood pressure medication and I got all tired, lost my sex drive, and would get light headed, no energy, I'd get some very mild swelling.... all symptoms of poor circulation. Thankfully I chucked that medication in the trash and talked to my doctor, it doesn't help me mom is a complete ISTj and here Se and focus on authorities makes her tell people "Just do what the doctors ordered, they went to medical school!". She had me convinced I needed to wait and let my body adjust to the medication, it did, but my health would be fine for 4 days then get even worse. Anyways (this is going somewhere), the whole thing had be really down, this semester was hard because I was always tired and irritable. It made me really just want to be strong again and so I know exactly 100% what you mean when your saying that thing about building muscle and what not. I hate to feel weak. I just don't mean in a purely physical way, but I like to have that large capacity for stress and to have the mental/physical/emotional strength to undertake challenges. Lol I used to think to myself occasionally, "the meanings in the struggle" (think of how cheating on a competition makes you feel undeserving of the admiration when you win). Anyways, good luck with your health and life. I'd definitally make a toast to a better future.
Edit: I may try to write another synopsis in kiersey/MBTI. Socionics I think isn't always the best option for typing. Its so focused on jungian functions, intertype relations, quadras, and renin dictomies. All of which clash with my personal preference on how to think about people. I really like kiersey's synopsis the best and then I usually analyze it down further in my own way.