Originally Posted by
Lady Lunacy
I dreamt about my partner, a random guy who was just a friend, my ex (who I coldly rejected when he tried contacting me, haha), my dad, my mom and her new husband (who I called out on some RL shit), and...a very surprising guest to my dreams, the Christian version of God. Lol.
I dreamt that I was offered millions for something I refused to part with, and I had to fight some people who were hired to take it by force.
I dreamt that my dad, brother, and I were selected to fight some...weird...lizard monster people? They worked sort of like zombies. They were formerly normal humans, who became monsters via contact with monsters. They looked like humans, and their true nature had to be discerned magically, or spiritually, or whatever. Although their nature was visibly seen, it was something seen by being sensed; by being skillfully attuned to their inward nature, not something based on their physical appearance.
I felt so much resolve toward becoming a skilled fighter so I could protect my dad and brother, and have their backs. My desire for this was burning within me passionately. I looked fiercely determined, with tears in my eyes. I fought with determination and it made me learn and improve very quickly.
When my brother was harmed, I felt responsible. I felt that I had failed him. I learned from my mistakes and improved, determined to do better in the future.
When we all learned that these things didn't know they were dead...we were all deeply saddened, and we grieved for the future in which we would meet the inevitable task of killing our own loved ones who had been lost to the infection. We especially grieved for the children; both those we knew, and the ones we didn't. We always separated the children who were infected from the adults, dealing with the children much more gently.
I'll stop there.