my EIE mother reads a lot of things similar to albert camus I've always had a hard time understanding that sort of writing. I don't have that good memory of exactly what it was but writing that is very long and wordy. I suck at math and physics when I had to write a physics paper, I try to research a lot but end up writing too much and making it confusing.
I feel like beta sts can sometimes expect too much from others it just seems too specific and intense to me. Once I had an SLE teacher making us create woodworking and three weeks in he still said it could be better, but if I kept going I would just end up with a thin piece of wood due to shredding the wood off of it too much. I guess I just don't seek ti and that kind of preciseness? stresses me out even if I dont show it.