I'm often in "zoning out " mode. When I wake up I could blindfoldedly do all the things I ritualistically do almost in an OCD-ish way. It's like the same exact sequence each time I wake-up. Everything I do is time tagged. Heck when I wake-up, even the clock seems calibrated in function and relative to my sleep cycles (which are variable and change often) and time of sleep (which is constant even if I take sleeping pills (actually 1/2 of a zopiclone 7.5 mg pill) since about four months). So depending on the cycle I'm in, when I wake up the the clock time is always the same (to the minute, and without alarm !) until I enter a new "time zone" for whatever reason.
It's like living in a submarine all the time, I keep my windows blinds closed almost all the time except when I want to clean the balcony or just take some fresh air (I do that mostly at night time or at dawn). It often happen that I find myself with my guitar in hands playing stuff without even remembering grabbing the guitar in the first place. It's a bit like when you're driving from the workplace to home and you don't remember how you got there, as if the car was drove itself like KITT from Knight Rider.
Originally Posted by Ikite iru
He definitely was inspired by American Psycho
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