Welp, I'm incapable of intimacy

[buckland]

It's helplessness/inability to face challenges due to not having at all. I've played that image before.

EDIT: That isn't all of it, of course.

Exactly. And I think I am only just pulling out of that slump. A lack of proficiency does not excuse me. This does not mean become SLE, but rather grow a pair. Weak does not seem to bother me that much, foot in mouth moments tend to be amusing either in the situation or afterwards. Either that or I am annoying a lot of people but am oblivious to it (which is highly likely )

[buckland]

you're incapable of intimacy because your life is lame and you have nothing to be intimate about.

What do you gain from writing this?