Yes I agree this repression of emotions is not good for an Fe ego to the level Gamma takes it. I'm initially attracted to Gamma NT as they seem "cooler"(shared Ni/Se) than many childish alphas but they do not express emotion and denigrate my expression while hitting me with Te. This is very bad for me and seems to bring on neurosis with prolonged contact. Im just not valued at all.
I need to expirement and make betas my immediate everyday relations.
It seems being ultra aristocratic would be good for me... intelligent educated betas only please!