Originally Posted by
mercutio
Hate is what I feel for you
And I want you to know that I want you dead
You're late for the execution
If you're not here soon, I'll kill your friend instead
I can be loud, hyper and annoying. Giddy and dumb.
But then I can also be quiet, overly subdued, placating, and considerate.
That said, I don't really mind if people oscillate between love and hate.
One of the greatest feelings in the world, is when some girl says "You piss me off more than anyone else I know. Not even .. (various people that they are around often) can piss me as much as you do. Maybe it's some kind of sadistic side to me, but to me it feels damn good to know that I can really get to people, and make them feel something, even if it's hate. It's just L .. I .. F .. E
I remember when I was young, sometimes people used to spin out, and they'd get really pissed off at me. Like really really pissed off at me. They'd yell, they'd scream, they'd curse. They'd nearly hit me. And I'd just take it, and they would keep trying to increase the amount of intensity they were throwing at me. And for some reason I kind of liked that. Thing is, afterwards, sometimes it'd be like "I feel better now", and to me, it's like I kind of liked it when people were ready-to-express. I didn't like to feel like people were holding back, that they were constantly trying to control their feelings, and the effect of them. That sometimes they just went with whatever they felt in the moment, whether or not it made sense, whether rational or irrational. Unconsidered, unhindered, uncompromised. Just raw pure expression.
Thing is - as soon as you allow people to be completely raw with you, they find it hard to stay with feelings of hate. Most people, they can't fully engage in the moment, towards you, and actually continue with hate. They have to go off to the side, they have to try and "shift" it to being about something else etc. They can't go straight at you, fill of hate, they'll say "I hate you" whilst not looking directly at you etc. Even the people, who can look you in the eye and tell you that they hate you, it's like they go kind of vacant in the eyes. It's like they want to see you react to their "hate" they want to "move" you they want to "shift" you, they find it hard to stay with their feelings unless you are emotionally effected, shifted, affected by their feelings of hate.
And so really, it's quite safe, you just make sure people, are completely direct, try and help them be open, allow them to say what it is that they feel etc -
And you'll notice most people will stutter, they'll start bending their words, they'll try and compromise their position, in order to "ensure" their hate, and then they start to reduce themselves, at their own expense.
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