Nick's type blog

[Ezra]

You're an odd, yet interesting character, Nick.

[strrrng]

You're an odd, yet interesting character, Nick.

Why thank you.

[Gilly]

awwww dualz <3

[Christy B]

Nicky! This is great! Cops are lame. Glad you got out of it with no fines or probation/ jail time.

[strrrng]

9/15/08 9:55am

I've been having weird recollections today; real NiFe shit. I think it was because today was the first day that I came upstairs at the same time as when I used to get ready for school. Because when I went up there, I felt the dark lights in the room, and felt the memories of the past 4 years pervade me. It wasn't so much sad as it was just odd. I still have yet to pinpoint exactly what my intuition is trying to show me. I think it partly has to due with the recent change in my life - or at least what will probably be a future change. I recently took the navy's aptitude test, at the request of someone who thought I would do well, and attained a 99, which qualified me for the nuclear program. To put it simply, this is an extremely propitious opportunity. It has sort of shifted my mindstate, obviously putting me in a more secure place, at least for now. Anyway, back to the recollections. I really enjoyed being upstairs during that time. No one was up there besides me, which gave me the ability to focus better. I didn't wistfully brood on missed past opportunities; it was actually more like an appreciation for my past experience, like all of that was leading to this type of thing. After that, I just sort of wandered around, still with a minor cold. But overall, it's a good state. I surmounted my previous type delusions or w/e lol...little more grounded, I think. No more psychotic blog entries lol.