I'm the same. I was a caretaker for seniors for some time and it really depressed me. The whole steady decline, reliance upon others and meaninglessness of life makes me not want to live to that age. But I don't think i'll ever get to that point. I would hate to be a burden to people. The day I have to start wearing diapers, someone has my permission to off me.
Ugh, I feel the same way.
maybe a saint is just a dead prick with a good publicist maybe tommorow's statues are insecure without their foes go ask the frog what the scorpion knows