Pretty much we just haven't been talking much lately. We still watch anime together. I've been wondering if perhaps he's not doing well becuase I'm not right for him.
When I started dating him, a close friend accused me of wanting to be with him just so that I wouldn't be available anymore. I didn't mind being single, but being available was REALLY irritating. I told her this was not the case.
I have also often said that being with Josh is about as close as I could get to being alone without actually being alone. Lately I've been wondering what will happen when I don't want to be alone anymore.