You have ambition, you miss life
you are not able to put aside goal for love like creative
your way of viewing life is necessarely wronged by the psychological investment you have in your goal/interrest
You can't meet your goal as if it was a kind of fatality
Anyway you are not the person you need to be for accomplishing your goal
The purpose of life is to not be that annoying to ppl who live life (that is not that aggravating)

I think being dominant is somewhat related to being a narcissist