lol @ don't know whether you wanna fuck him or get fucked by him. Yeah, homoeroticsm is like that- it's an energy that can go both ways and it gets frustrating sometimes, almost like you wanna bend them over and warp them in an illogical, impossible way where you really can fuck and get fucked them by at once. Of course that's impossible tho. I suggest 'flip-flopping' though to help ease some of the lust.