@Singu

First part of your post is bullshit to me because my parents were the opposite. Not neglectful at all.

Your last paragraph was pretty good though. Obviously I don't want to be seriously sexually assaulted- it's just helpful to have something a bit forceful to snap me back to reality.

Normal social stuff doesn't quite do it, I was especially moody today and I think my sister is ESI and everything she said irritated me even though objectively there was nothing really wrong with what she said. Gammas are just too dry and boring.