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Myst: I'm describing you some of my behaviors:
- I don't like hugging my mum/dad. I just don't feel at ease and, when they want to, I always reject their initiative. This happens only with closer people. I don't know why, but It's easier for me to hug strangers or friends rather than my parents.
- I love solitude. Any kind of social interaction is a lot of effort to me. My parents are pushing me to go outside with my classmates, even though they know that I completely dislike it, since I find this activity boring, pointless and I see as a "duty". Who wants to do something against their will? If I am with nice or fun people (my band, let's say), I forget about this problem and completely open up. Sometimes I think that the real problem is just breaking the ice. For me it's really difficult, because, when trying to join a group, I'm afraid that my presence is not well accepted or that I won't be able to find inputs to be "myself".
- They always compare me to an "old person", complaining about my habit to stay at home all day. Furthermore, I prefer spending time with elderly people. They make me feel safe.
I know it's strange. I'm weird. It sounds like SPD + AvPD + weak Fe/Se. I think it's very LII-ish, but I'm not sure.