Let's just say I take longer to adjust to new environment than others. Sometimes in situations where normally I'm socially inept I take painkillers and then I can socialize well, because half of not being able to talk to people is being overwhelmed sensorily and emotionally. Sometimes I feel like I have to forget about my body because it just adds a plethora of major distractions... but when it's numb and the stimuli is "depressed" then I feel much more stronger