Yes, I realize this isn't a popular point of view to have. Most of you have either hatred or ambivalence for the church, and I don't blame you for that - I agree with you. But hatred or disregard for the church is different than hatred or disregard for God & Christ.
Hatred for cowardly hypocrisy and sadistic lies is different than hatred and ambivalence for the truth.
The absolute truth is the word of God & the prophecies recorded in the bible, which have been reinterpreted and ignored for self serving purposes. Yet everything that is happening today has been predicted in the book revelations. It is a perfect prophecy.
I am the worst person here, and all of you know that. I have made that clear, and I will continue to make it clear.
Believe me I have tried everything to fix myself, and I have sinned in every way you know. Finally I realized belief in God & Christ, and practicing his works unaltered which is outlined for us in the bible, is the only way to be saved. Everything else I have thoroughly exhausted, there is no other way. Only this way works.
This is a conviction for the truth, the belief in God & Christ which I am willing to die for. And I will spread this word and my own full story, unaltered, until I do.
Read the book of revelations here: http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/...+3&version=YLT
This part I think applies to myself in particular and many of you:
1And to the messenger of the assembly in Sardis write: These things saith he who is having the Seven Spirits of God, and the seven stars: I have known thy works, and that thou hast the name that thou dost live, and thou art dead;
2become watching, and strengthen the rest of the things that are about to die, for I have not found thy works fulfilled before God.
3`Remember, then, how thou hast received, and heard, and be keeping, and reform: if, then, thou mayest not watch, I will come upon thee as a thief, and thou mayest not know what hour I will come upon thee.
4Thou hast a few names even in Sardis who did not defile their garments, and they shall walk with me in white, because they are worthy.
5He who is overcoming -- this one -- shall be arrayed in white garments, and I will not blot out his name from the scroll of the life, and I will confess his name before my Father, and before His messengers.
6He who is having an ear -- let him hear what the Spirit saith to the assemblies.
Don't take my interpretation for granted, read the entire book for yourself.