It seems that INTps really like when I rant and be critical, like they do, they are like 'Hell yeah' and give me a WHAT UP DOE....
But then as soon as I show more of my real self, kind of like umm a loving boy that is sweetly optimistic and actually believes in his faggy gay man ideals of making the world a better place via shaman magic, and more magical and dreamy and romantic INFp-like, if I give a hint to that, they kind of laugh/scoff if off, or get like umm I don't know, just annoyed by that, and start to leave me alone. They say something biting and nihilistic about the human condition as a whole, but still part of me can't help but be ideal and wondrous with it. Even though at the time, I was definitely serious with my angsty rants, 110%, and I always am. It's almost like I'm tricking myself into darkness so I can feel the light on the other side, like I'm always waiting for that romantic pay-off to lift me up and encourage me when I'm down.
Anyways just wanted to comment on this dynamic because I thought it was interesting.