Writing a letter to the INFp

[Satan]

i dont care i will delete it after you read it...cuz this whole express you shit...im showing u...what i said...

i cut and paste it into a file... i'll delete it once i'm done with it.

i cross-related to this girl that i had issues with, who i tried to sum things up with, then this guy (that i know) made her fucking reinterpret what i said, as if it was something bad. FUCKING ASSHOLE.

anyway, that guy just likes to start shit sometimes, or something. he seems to somehow, like to take out his issues with his brother on me or something. you know, everyone's trying to control him. blah blah. passive aggressive bullshit.

But anyway, be careful. And remove it from public. Please.

[ESTP]

i cut and paste it into a file... i'll delete it once i'm done with it.

i cross-related to this girl that i had issues with, who i tried to sum things up with, then this guy (that i know) made her fucking reinterpret what i said, as if it was something bad. FUCKING ASSHOLE.

anyway, that guy just likes to start shit sometimes, or something. he seems to somehow, like to take out his issues with his brother on me or something. you know, everyone's trying to control him. blah blah. passive aggressive bullshit.

But anyway, be careful. And remove it from public. Please.

I did...obviously, for reasons we both understand.

[ESTP]

I have this feeling, he prolly is consulting his dad. He usually does, although he is in his late 20's he always consults him in major things (education for example) and what not...so perhaps he sought advice from him.

I dont know. Maybe not.....maybe he doesnt give a rats ass and pulled a seemingly emo fuck & chuck.

I know the fuck & chuck is not the case, cuz I know him better than that...but I sometimes wish that's how it was because it wouldnt be so fuckin hard.

[Satan]

estp.. one thing is you're trying to cover a lot of things at once...

It's liek sometimes, a space has to be created... and a decision to trying working things through...

it that has been lost.. then talking about issues can lead to a kind of detached attitude with the other party.

but hey, i'm assuming you're assuming he's invested.

i'll have a cig, then try and read through it again. it's a lot of words.

[Satan]

also, did you ring him to tell him that you emailed him, and that you'd like him to at least read and acknowledge it.

[ESTP]

also, did you ring him to tell him that you emailed him, and that you'd like him to at least read and acknowledge it.

No. I know he gets emails on his phone. He's always read my emails, even when they were "im bored and figured Id write non-sense to you"....so, it's not a question of if he read it. By now, I know he has, cuz he checks his email all the time. At least once a day...like I said, plus he gets them also on his phone.

I'm not overly concerend if he didn't read it yet either...or that he's taking time to respond. I know he's either giving himself, me space and/or contemplating the situation.

If he just doesn't want to respond because he's chicken-shit and thinkks its a load of crap...then he's not the person I thought he was. I know that's not the case...so I'll go with the former.

[ESTP]

ESTp is going to die starving while posting on the internet! That'd be 4chan worthy.

Btw isn't smoking cigs lowering your energy levels in general. At least that was the case with me. That's bad if you're in the army, no?

I aint in the army any longer

[Satan]

No. I know he gets emails on his phone. He's always read my emails, even when they were "im bored and figured Id write non-sense to you"....so, it's not a question of if he read it. By now, I know he has, cuz he checks his email all the time. At least once a day...like I said, plus he gets them also on his phone.

Well, maybe it'll trigger him to respond. That's what you want isn't it?

I'm not overly concerend if he didn't read it yet either...or that he's taking time to respond. I know he's either giving himself, me space and/or contemplating the situation.

Wee it's all very complicated. I realised a few things. You're discussing issues etc. But really maybe you should be focusing on the basics.

It's much better with these things to have good rapport, rather than just kind of keeping to words only.

Maybe there's a place where you two could be open with each other, and you had a good connection. You know it's like you have to focus on where you two can go together to get past this point. Not just describe where you're at, and all the various intangled things about that. It's a big jumbled mess... and y'know everyone needs a bright future happy place to move towards. Relationships are meant to build us, not tie us up in details.

If he just doesn't want to respond because he's chicken-shit and thinkks its a load of crap...then he's not the person I thought he was. I know that's not the case...so I'll go with the former.

Haha, fuck I don't know how I'd respond if someone said shit like that to me... hangon I'll check..

Let's see:

"Sorry, I've had a lot on my mind. I'll get back to you when I've got more time."

ie: I haven't got the time / mental space / energy for this. Maybe if I drop it for a while, you'll get over yourself. And then we can just carry on as if nothing happened. And I'll change the subject a few times. You'll bitch how we never talk about our issues. I'll say our relationship is fine. (and you just take yourself too seriously)

[Satan]

krae, well there's still the odd one or two or three. and more when i'm drinking... it's a ... process..

I think I had four today. It's kind of bad. I've been kind of down though.

[Satan]

Well, fuck, I hope things work out okay for you ESTP. I'm going to bed. It's after 1 am, and I have work in the morning.

But yeah, I couldn't deal with that shit. So if you've got someone who can.. they're a stronger man than I.

[ESTP]

I have to go buy some cigs...smoked the last...and Im gonna go take a long ass drive with my ESFJ friend...ill check this again when I gets back

[Satan]

I have to go buy some cigs...smoked the last...and Im gonna go take a long ass drive with my ESFJ friend...ill check this again when I gets back

haha.

i'm giving up. i've had a few today. i've been kind of strained myself. i only had one beer all night though. i don't drink through the week the way i used to.