I think there are a few people here like maybe @Aylen or @Bertrand or @whodat who are familiar with this stuff and could point me in the right direction. I thought I experienced something like ego death due to a difficult experience a few years ago and I saw a Jordan Peterson video where he talked about ego death that got me curious but when I googled trying to find out more and put it into some kind of context I started thinking that my experience was really more like what is called a "dark night of the soul." Most of the information im finding online is either about psychedelics or written about in totally hippy dippy bullshit sounding blogs that I just can't connect to. Does the following describe an ego death, or a dark night of the soul, or something else?

I don't want to say much about it because it was really personal, but I connected a lot with this.