My SLE brother thinks I'm SLE and I still find it hard to relate to most LSIs. Ask me anything.

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Tell me about yourself.
*Musical, physical, secretly emotional

What do you study or do for a living? How did you come to do that? What do you like or dislike about it.
*I study cluster B personality disorders (using google) because I've known a few. I work in retail and HATE it.

What are your values, and why
*I value freedom because I've felt trapped/controlled before

What else do you do on a daily basis? What are your interests and hobbies? Why do you do them?
*I work and come home and repeat the next morning. I love fitness and music, playing guitar. Both energize me. I still love the pole but haven't been on one in ages, it also energizes me.

Describe your relations with family and friends. What do you like and dislike about them?
*My family is fucked up but I love them. I get along with some and not others. I dislike the the dysfunction, but I like their humor.

What do you look for in friends? In romantic relationships?
*I look for folks that don't judge me or try to change me, I look for those who I feel I can let my guard down around.

What conflicts have you encountered recently with other people? Why did they happen? Which kinds seem to happen on a regular basis?
*People like me at first but when they get to know better they go cold and avoid me, I think it has to do with my lack of Fi/Fe. Girls at work cant stand me but they were nice to me at first. Oh well, fuckem.

How would your friends describe you?
*No-nonsense, miss fix-it, funny, strong, hot-headed

What do people generally see as your strengths? What do you like about yourself?
*No matter what bad luck I have I always come out stronger and I've been through a lot of tough situations. I love that about myself, most people would have crumbled long ago in my shoes.

What are your weaknesses? What criticism do you often face from others? What do you dislike about yourself?
*I'm not smooth with people. I don't tell people what they want to hear, my mouth gets me in a lot trouble lol. My dad tells me I blast people too much but I disagree, he doesn't know how to call out bullshitters like I do. I dislike that I can't tell how I come off to others.

In what areas of life can you manage well on your own? In what areas of your life would you like help?
​*Most things I manage well (by the skin of my teeth). I take on a lot tho because I rely entirely on myself for everything. Sometimes I wish I could just take a break, tell my feelings to someone and just cry and feel better. But I can't because I hate feeling vulnerable. Sometimes I wish someone could do my paperwork and finances for me because I'm severely dyslexic.

What things do you find to be a chore? What things do you enjoy more than others?
*Paperwork! > I enjoy cleaning and running errands, it makes me feel like I'm getting shit done even tho I'm just another rat in the rat race going no where in life.

What goals, aspirations, or plans do you have for the future? How did you come to have them?
*Go back to pole dancing, go to beauty school, cut hair and dance on the side, form a rock band or just have my solo stuff professionally recorded and release them online. I'm just good at cutting hair, dancing is how I fund my life and keep my freedom, and being on stage gives me fulfillment I've never found anywhere else, it gives me a high and a rush that no drug has come close to, I'm addicted to entertaining and being hypnotized by music and feeding off the crowd.

If you had enough money to live comfortably for the rest of your life without working, what would you do with your time?
*Create a home music studio and live in it. Travel.

What traits do you find endearing that others might dislike? What traits are considered positive/neutral by others but tend to annoy you?
*I'm stumped with this one. I'm annoyed by gross mouth sounds like eating while other seem not to notice.

What kinds of things do you do to manage and/or beautify your environment (your room, your house, etc.)? What do you think of daily chores?
*For the first time I bought some wall art from a thrift store, and bought matching bedding. It was nice at first but now I'm indifferent. What's the big deal anyway, it's just a box I sleep in if you think about it. Now I'm wondering if I wasted a bunch of money.

How do you behave around strangers?
*Indifferent, neutral. Unless I want attention/human connection, then I will strike up a conversation.

How do you react to conflict? What do you do if somebody insults or attacks you?
*I fight back, stand my ground. Throw a handcrafted burn at them. Make them look dumb in front of everyone.

What is one common misconception that people have? Explain why it is wrong.
*Pffffttt. Idunno.

What did you do last Friday?
*Got paid, went shopping.

What is your biggest accomplishment?
*Losing weight. Taking up stripping. Drove across the US many, many times. Reinvented myself many times.

What is something you regret?
I regret not standing up to my family when I was really young but I didn't know better and I was brainwashed.

Who do you admire, and why?
*The women of the UFC, because they're fucking badasess!

What's been on your mind? Has anything been worrying or concerning you? What problems have you encountered lately?
*My EIE little brother wants to try to join the military again after being rejected for health issues and I don't want him to because what if he dies in a war?

What are your religious or spiritual beliefs and why do you hold them?
*They come and go and I'm not to attached. I was raised xtian and hated it so I'm pretty turned off by religion. I like some spiritual stuff like the law of attraction and my favorite greek goddess is Athena. I live by Aleister Crowely's famous line "Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the law"

What are your political beliefs, and why? To what extent do you care about politics?
*Libertarian. I think drugs, prostitution, and abortion should be legal. If someone wants to do drugs let them, if someone can't find someone who will fuck them for free let them pay for it, or if they just love hookers. If a women doesn't want to be a mom let her terminate the pregnancy. Live and let live.

Would you ever be interested in starting a business? Why or why not? What role would you play in it? What kind of business would it be?
*I have no idea. I view starting a band as starting a business.

What kind of work environment do you prefer? What do you look for in a job?
*​Strip club. All other environments have been hell for me. I look for money and freedom.

What is or was your favorite school subject and why?
*Gym class, recess, and lunch. I didn't know I was dyslexic and had ADHD. School was rough for me.

How do you approach responsibility? What do you tend to expect of others?
*It's hard to say. I don't have a boyfriend or my own family so I'm not expecting much from others, I just do my own thing and let others do theirs. I get along with my roommates and we all pull our own weight. I expect my roommies to never ever touch my shit or eat my food or leave messes. That's about it. I do the same in return.

Where did you go on your most recent vacation? What did you do there? How did you like it and why?
*I took a day trip to Sedon, AZ. Explored the tourist area, went to the vortex temple, ate some bombass tacos. Got stuck in a 5 hour traffic jam on the way back tho, that part sucked.

What were you like as a kid? How have you changed since you were a child?
*I was more affectionate, more trusting, more happy-go-lucky. I was sweeter. I changed by seeing my family fall apart and becoming the scapegoat.

What was your high school experience like?
*I was homeschooled by my basketcase mother. It was a living nightmare. I tried to kill myself twice.

Talk about a significant event from your life.
*Age 22 I went to a trade school for audio engineering. The happiest time of my life and met the coolest fucking people ever.

Do you like kids? Why or why not?
*No. At least, not most but I think the parents are to blame for raising shitheads. I don't mind kids who have some manners and respect for other peoples' boundaries.

If you were to raise a child, what would be your main concerns, what measures would you take, and why?
*I would prepare them for the REAL world, not an ideal fantasy. There are no safe spaces and you just have to face to world as it really is and not how it should be. I would teach them self defense, survival, and gun safety. I would teach them personal boundaries and how to stand up to others. I would teach them they can be whatever the fuck they want if they work their asses off. I would also love them and my home could be their refuge. They could cry in front of me because they could be safe around me, I'm protective.

Ever feel stuck in a rut? If yes, describe the causes and your reaction to it.
*OHMYGOD all the fucking time! The cause? Piss poor planning. I cry then take action.

How do you see other people as a whole? What do you consider a prevalent social problem? Name one.
*I think people are being what they are, humans. The problems we have have always been here, and are always going to be here. We are animals driven to survive. One problem is we have become way too domesticated but our animal instincts are still their and we don't know what to do with all that primal energy. We need to be more wild, not kept in the rat race.

What do you do if you're not getting what you want? What approach do you use?
*I keep trying. I make things happen somehow and I don't even know how that is because I should have given up already lol

Are you comfortable taking leadership roles? In what areas? Why or why not?
*No. Too much responsibility.

How often do you get angry? What kinds of things make you angry?
*I have a bit of road rage, so it's a daily thing. Rude customers.

What is the best thing that happened to you during the past week?
*I bought all new make-up after having lost all my make-up, clothes, and jewelry 4 months ago in a robbery. It felt great to look hot once again and get better treatment!

What is the worst thing that happened to you during the past week?
*Finding out our sale day at work is on July 4th! I hate sale days! And we have a to open an hour earlier.

What is the purpose of life? What do you find personally meaningful in life?
*I don't know what it is. I just popped into this world without any say so in the matter and now I'm stuck here for awhile trying to create some meaning. So far the only meaning to me is pleasure and money.

What is the most interesting place you have been, and why?
*I've been all over but it hasn't been too incredibly interesting to me. I guess where I live now is interesting because it's not too uncommon to spot famous people.

How do you dress or manage your appearance?
*I've gone back and forth between bombshell and homeless looking. These days it's all about looking hot.

Do you like surprises?
*Sure!

Is there anything else important about you that we should know?
*Idunno! Just ask!