Int: Some creepy looking cave.
Dark Mabon sighed to himself as he dipped his pen in a black vial of octopus ink that sat on the right side of him. He then moved the pen to the papyrus roll lied out in front of him and begun writing on the ancient parchment. He looked deep in thought as he wrote, which was very characteristic of him.
“Is it not true that in this life everything has a cost?” the 10-year-old spoke to seemingly nobody in particular. He lied on the ground with his legs crossed indian style wearing a simple but befitting black garment.
He elegantly stroked his pen to scribble down a rough sketch of a man lying peacefully in bed. “The humble villager rests in his slumber, and indeed- the sleep shall restore his energies. But while resting, he is unable to achieve anything of corporeal merit. That is the cost.”
Mabon calmly dipped his pen into more ink, and then drew something else. “Or take a Warrior nobly fighting for his people. He is looked up to by others, that is the benefit. Yet the cost is his own precious life. It is downright dangerous to wield a sword. It makes you a target” Mabon said, similar to what Xena warned Gabrielle many years ago.
Mabon looked deeply into the papyrus roll, as if he could see some hidden essence inside the paper that nobody else could.
“People go through their entire lives just making all these choices – some seemingly mundane *looks at the sketching of the man in bed* others seemingly more important *looks at the sketching of the valiant warrior* - but regardless of all that, they pay heed to the benefit but not the cost. The price is always there but they are too frightened of the Shadow to see it.”
Mabon then started to scratch into the papyrus in a wise yet sadistic manner, tearing and ripping it with his pretentiously perfect pen.
“And the cost always bites them in the ass no matter how much they try to ignore it.” Scratch, scratch, scratch. “And they still try escape - thinking of make believe fantasy worlds like Heaven where all will be made right in the end; where all costs will be glossed over by an all-forgiving and all-powerful God.”
Scratch, scratch, scratch. “Why do they even exist in this world when everything has a down side they are too cowardly to face.” Scratch, scratch, scratch.
Mabon eased his grip on the pen and stopped scratching so hard. “But tell me, Dark One- what is the only TRUE way to rid this world of cost?”
It was then revealed that Mabon wasn’t talking only to himself, but to Aelius as well.
Aelius stepped out of the shadows and smiled to himself. “By making somebody else pay” he said directly. He then widely grinned while holding up the deformed head of the twelve-year-old shy girl he had recently raped and murdered.
***
Xena awoke to the harsh morning sun. She had spent the entire night camped outside, like she often does- but she felt totally and utterly alone in the world. That uncomfortable feeling in the morning when you don’t want to get up but you know you have to pulsated through her bones. Fighting through the pain, she stood up on both feet and slowly began to get dressed. Instinctively rubbing her face, she felt tears on her face. She hadn’t realized she was crying. She often forgot…without Gabrielle reminding her. She had begun numbing herself of emotion to survive, slipping back in old patterns despite her new powers.
Xena always wanted something better, and that was her problem. Fighting those spirits in the Underworld was really boring sure, but it was consistent- a job she went to every day. And it was her ultimate purpose wasn’t it? Though that itself felt fuzzy… everything felt fuzzy. Xena yawned. She should do some early fishing… can’t forget to eat or anything just because she’s so goddamn depressed.
Xena’s ultimate goal (besides saving the world and making it better) was to repair her relationship with Gabrielle but how was that even possible? She wasn’t even really attracted to her any more in her current state… and now the grim reality looks like a cure was just not in the works. Her previous ideals of “this was Gabirelle. She would always find a way!” was like a lost distant dream.
Then Xena thought of what could be her harshest, yet most necessary lesson. Maybe she had to let Gabrielle go. She had to be ready for that. She did it once before… but she secretly knew that she probably would be back. Now it was that feeling of wanting to be annihilated completely and totally, even your memories and identity and how they reflect themselves in other people- just to see what it would be like.
“Ugh I’m being so grimdark” Xena said as she reeled in a mediocre sized fish. She watched it flop helplessly on the uncaring spring land. She once would laugh at it with glee, but now she felt a lot like that fish. But you know, survival of the fittest. And all that. Taking the sharp end of her chakram, Xena skined the fish and put it in the small pot of the fire that she recently started. Beware the Ides of March… Xena thought philosophically. It had been a shitty month. Spring brings messages of hope and renewal, but she knew that everything that was coming was going to be a bad thing.
“But I can still do right” Xena said to herself. After finishing her breakfast, Xena burped and then teleported to some unknown location.
***
Mabon half-smiled at the Roman, with his signature lopsided grin. “You learn well.” Mabon then whispered “Lasair” the gaelic word for flame, and the entire papyrus roll he had been writing on magically crumbled into ash. He motioned with his eyes for Aelius to pay attention to the dust of the destroyed object.
“You see, by unleashing the destruction within yourself you become the ultimate winner. The true prize is yourself. The true cost need not be anything of your own, but someone else’s demise.”
Mabon then stood up and nodded at Aelius for his good job at the annihilation of last night’s village. Though he knew Aelius couldn’t have done it without him, as he put a sleeping spell on the villagers so they couldn’t escape in time. “Here endeth the lesson” Mabon said narcissistically.
Aelius then thought for a moment. “Wait a minute. That was awesome – all just you said, and I enjoy you guiding me with your dark cleric ways and what not-
“Druidic. Not cleric” Mabon calmly corrected.
“Whatever. But my point: Isn’t there actually a price for me just cold-heartedly killing folks. Logically, by murdering them I destroy any chance of friendship or love I could have with them right? Not that I care of course-“ Aelius took a moment to lick the village girl’s dead ear. “Just asking.”
Mabon half-smiled again, though seeing the ear licking made it to be perhaps a 6/10th smile. “Love is a fraction of a fraction of a fraction’s penny echoed in the dirt tunnels of time…. What is the substance of vulnerability itself the philosopher wonders? The loss accumulates to virtually nothing. Love… is an illusion to manipulate.”
“I just wonder in the end, I mean you’re cute and molestable and all. I wonder if I won’t just kill you like I’ll kill everybody else.”
“You won’t kill me” Mabon said matter-of-factly. “Because I am very useful to you” he said. “And you are useful to me… I simply need a dumb idiot savage to preach my wisdom to. Otherwise I’d go crazy. You are the muscle. Let me be the spirit that guides your brutality.” Mabon then bowed down before Aelius.
“Don’t wanna kill everybody you know. Wanna make a lot my slaves too” Aelius said all simple but purely evil like.
“I am not your slave” Mabon said. It was then Aelius suddenly lost his temper and punched Mabon but… he couldn’t. It wasn’t like Mabon was incorporeal or anything but there was this weird barrier that just absorbed the blow.
“Moreover,” Mabon continued calmly, “I am most likely the only one immune to the very essence of your being as I know not only the very origin of your powers, but their intricacies as well. With my dark wisdom I shall guide you on your proper path.”
“In other words, you can make me smarter but I can’t make YOU stronger” Aelius grinned.
“Well don’t be too hard on yourself” Mabon said. “You are a selfish asshole.”
***
“You want me to do what?” Ares said with a chuckle.
“You heard me” Xena said huskily. “You helped me before with the teleportation thing. I’m not for all this fancy mojo stuff. I’m a grit and spit kinda gal.”
Ares licked his lips suggestively. “It is what I love the most about you” he said.
“Back on topic” Xena said matter of factly.
“It’s just well… resurrection spells you know, they are iffy. You can’t make death feel cheated or pointless. Throws the cosmic balance all out of scale.”
Xena felt a bit of guilt about that, like ‘why am I even back then’ but she knew what Ares meant. “Trust me, this isn’t for personal gain. No romantic attachment whatsoever to this person….” she said. Wanting to add a big BELIEVE ME to that statement.
“And it’s just well…” Ares looked at Xena smugly. “You are still a new fresh God. I don’t think you are ready for revival spells quite yet sweetie” the God of War said arrogantly.
Xena rushed really fast to Ares and grabbed him by the throat. “Listen here you smarmy little cocksucker: just teach me how to do it…”
“What’s there to teach? Your willpower is the effect; they are one in the same. You’re a God Xena. You can make it happen. Just you know… be careful what you wish for. And all actions have unintended consequences but you already know that” Ares throat and tongue kind of meshed together too much when he talked.
“Well I have to think about the person to teleport to them- but the problem is the person doesn’t really exist any more, like I know she died because I died myself and she died in some weird dimension that-“ Xena stopped herself. She was saying too much.
Ares then proceeded to just laugh in Xena’s face as he quickly realized what Xena was up to. “Mavican! Seriously? You want to revive Mavican. That dumb ol’ broad eh.” Ares sniffed. “Here’s a little poem I wrote about Mavican: The dumb blonde gave some really good head … but everybody knows she’s better off dead!”
Xena just stood there in front of the God of War, looking totally unimpressed. “Ares, contrary to what people think about most women- I really don’t like it when you are an insensitive prick. Now, if you don’t conjure that portal to Mavican’s remains you will never, ever get to sleep with me or become my boyfriend or actualize whatever sick idea in your twisted head that you are planning- it will never ever come true.”
Xena felt a little guilty about manipulating Ares with his genuine romantic feelings for her- but you know. Not that guilty.
“Portal conjuring. Right. Another God power your female mind is just too fragile and sensitive to learn.” Ares wasn’t about to let that last jibe slip away, before he took his fist and made the swirly blue portal.
Xena just shook her head at Ares, and leaped through the portal.
Xena looked around at her surroundings. Same death stench in the air. Some lonely jungly atmosphere. Yeah, this was the place all right.
It wasn’t long before Xena saw Mavican’s bones. She had starved to death here… managed to climb up out of the well but she was dead. Inevitably, hopelessly dead. What a horrible way to go Xena thought. And she knew fifteen years ago she already gave Mavican more than one chance - and Mavican just wouldn’t take any of them, but it just wasn’t right- how she trapped her in this place, how she let Ares get away with this. He just used her for sex and discarded her like she was nothing. Perhaps this was too overly sentimental, but Xena said, “well Mavican… you are something to me” and then held out her hands. Sparkly magic began enamating out of her fingertips.
Xena wasn’t a spellcaster type at all, though she knew God powers were different than sorcery. Still it was… magic-y and she felt weird doing this, but she knew her heart and intent was pure and this was fixing a moral mistake. The Gods would allow her. It wouldn’t throw the Universe too off balance. Not in a way she couldn’t handle right. Hopefully.
Presto, change-o… after a couple minutes of sparkly resurrection magic, Mavican was on her feet again, in badly dressed leopard attire.
“Xena!” Mavican spewed angrily. “You helped kill me. And now you are dumb enough to revive me? You are so gonna die for this bitch!” Her fake boobs jiggled as she talked. Mavican then rushed forward and tried to attack Xena. How in Tartarus did she revive so easily equipped with two sais? But Xena didn’t care so much. Instead, the Earth Goddess easily backhanded Mavican out of the way.
“Uhm… I’m sure I wasn’t the one being stupid” Xena said. Okay that was mean, but Mavican really needed some brains here.
“You’re stronger…” Mavican said. “Too strong. There’s no way I could take you in a fight…” she said sadly.
“Now man, that is like the smartest thing I ever heard you say. And no you couldn’t take me. Not then. Not now. Not ever” Xena said.
Mavican put her head down.
“But you didn’t deserve to go out like that. You were just a scared young woman… lost and confused about your place in a world. But now I give you what most people only dream of: A second chance at life. So the question is, what are you going to do with it?”
“Well I can’t kill you but there’s always that bitch Gabrielle. She’s still around right?”
“Doubt you’re a match for her either” Xena said smugly.
“Well then I’ll just find one friend that is both weak enough and one you care about enough and then you can watch me gut him or her in front of you. How’s that for revenge cupcake?” Mavican said angrily.
Xena sighed. Redemption was going to be a slow and grueling process. “You are better trapped here for now… where you can’t hurt anybody. You will settle down in time. There’s wild game on the island you can hunt for food, and enough fresh water to live on.” Xena waved her hands and made the boulders that previously trapped Mavican in the cave disappear, so she was free to roam the rest of the dimension. “I’ll check on you in awhile. Okay?”
As Xena teleported out, at the last second when she had her guard down- Mavican piggybacked onto the teleport and was back in the real world with Xena.
“I’m free to get my revenge and teach other people of the wrath known as Mavican! Thanks dumbass.” Mavican blew a kiss and started to run in the opposite direction.
Xena was a little startled at Mavican appearing before her- but it wasn’t totally unexpected. “And if you want to stop me you have to kill me again but- you’re too much of a softie for that now aren’t you?” Mavican laughed in Xena’s face, and then continued to run away.
Xena waved her hand and tried to teleport Mavican back to Jungle Portal Land- but she couldn’t. She hadn’t quite learned how to use her God like powers like that. Or maybe she couldn’t use them like that? She instead tried to TK push Mavican down in a more Ares-like way - but it was too late. She was already gone out into the wild. Damn too many powers Xena thought. I should have just threw my chakram or something…
Ares uncovered himself out of stealth mode and smiled. “Oh I was always watching the entire thing from the Shadows. Very nice Xena. Your moral guilt unleashed another psychopathic blonde onto the already cold and cruel world. Not as interesting or evil or as powerful as Callisto but still…” Ares made a bitchy tsk tsk sound.
“She deserves another chance to do the right thing. Just like I was given” Xena said.
“Yeah you already tried to help her before if I remember correctly.” Ares then mocked Xena’s own voice, way back when fifteen odd years ago. “Let’s work together to stop Ares!”
Xena held onto her firm composure despite Ares’ trolling. “That was after you emotionally abused her… you took advantage of a weak woman and dangled promises of glory you knew she would never attain. You destroyed her, Ares. And I helped you do it…”
“Yeah she was a dumb naïve bitch. Hungry for love and got hurt instead. We both know in reality that’s how the game is always played. So don’t hate the playa” Ares said.
“Dumb naïve bitch yes. But now thanks to me, she’s an alive dumb naïve bitch- who isn’t part of your cruel games any longer.”
“What makes you think I won’t fuck with her now all over again?” Ares said smugly.
“Because you want me” Xena said with a wide grin on her face. “And you know if you do that… you don’t get to have me…” Xena took a moment to play with her breasts. Then while Ares was mesmerized by said breasts, she headbutted him as hard as she could in the face.
“I know bringing Mavican back won’t be easy” Xena said to Ares, now flat on his back with a bloody nose. "Nothing worth doing is…” Xena said. “But it was the right thing to do, and I am glad I did it.”
***
“I was inside her….” Gabrielle seethed angrily to Bro Bliss. She looked around. They were in Athens again, at that theater with the Beta male Bards. All those boys Gabrielle gave condescending advice to instead of just ripping their heads off with her talons.
“Who?” Bro Bliss said. He had wondered why she seemed comatose back then for a few minutes.
“Who else! Xena, dumbass! That dimension that Mavican died in… the one where we shared a body for a few days. She went back to it. But I was there, part of the night shift and it was day so Xena was in control but I was there again. In Xena’s body…. I felt her.” She had a disgusted look on her face.
“Yeah so? You two are well known lesbian lovers. It’s no big deal. Gay man here hello! Like I’m gonna judge or care…”
“You don’t understand you simple little boy…” Gabrielle said. “I was inside her and for the first time in my life- I realized how much I don’t want to be there. Quite the opposite. I want any potentiality to be ‘inside there’ to be completely eradicated!” Gabrielle unleashed her sickly demonic tongue out for what felt like all of Greece to see. “I tire of picking on small fries like this. It’s Xena I want to kill; it’s Xena I need to kill.”
“You’re just saying that because you’re a demon now” Bro Bliss said. “I’m um trying to help you with that.”
Gabrielle unleashed demonic wings that had a reddish pink and veiny neon glow to them. She then breathed fire and the beta male bard boys all began running in fear. The God blood she had drunk from Aphrodite gave Gabrielle a sick idea. “Xena is a Warrior and a God. But how could a Demon and God fare against the Warrior Princesss, one wonders?”
“You did take a good bite out of grams” Bro Bliss said. “Heavens knows she’ll be whining to me for weeks about it. But that doesn’t make you a God… just an enhanced demon” he said.
“I know that” Gabrielle said. “That’s why I need to become the real thing. Ambrosia… the Tomb of Trials. I know of it but don’t know where it is, exactly or specifically. Take me to it. Help me and become my pet slave, you little fagot” Gabrielle laughed and hissed as she tugged at Bliss’ collar.
“Hey! I reject being called ‘little fagot’ except maybe to that cute hunk over there…” Bro Bliss said and pointed to a particularly virlie Bard. Whose shirt was singed via Gabrielle’s demonic fire. “What is this, turning me into some sick stereotype- some sidekick to your straight girl.”
“You do a good enough job of that on your own. I mean come on now… getting me to kill bullies in grade school that hurt your widdle feelings. I need to go after big dogs, small fry. Little fagot small fry. Haha that shall be my name for you.”
The longer time marched on, the more humanity Gabrielle lost. This much, was obvious.
“Or put it this way. If you don’t show me where the Tomb of Trials are- I will bite your head off and eat it right now. Crunch crunch crunch little fagget…” She wasn’t kidding.
“Take my hand” Bro Bliss said solemnly.
But Bro Bliss was a lot cleverer than he let on. Using one of his father’s pink potions, he also cloned himself at the same time he was helping Gabrielle. And his cloned self teleported to Xena. “Xena! Wake up” the cupid said.
“Unghhh save the world.. mavican…callisto…how to do it grumble grumble.” Xena shot herself awoke. “WHAT??! ULYSSES?” No, it was Bro Bliss. And she wasn’t dreaming.
“It’s Gabrielle. She’s a demon now as you already know, but she wants to become something more than that. She wants to become half demon and half God with enough power hopefully to kill you.”
“Kill me… she wants to kill me” Xena said grimly.
“And the rest of the world with you. I don’t know, she’s pretty out of control with the PMS fire breath thing. I wanted to help the bitch but I gotta say- do everybody a favor and kick her ass okay. I know you care about her but umm…”
“Don’t worry” Xena said. “She wants a fight and she’ll get one.” Getting her game face on, Xena thought of the tiny shred of humanity that was still left in Gabrielle, and teleported back to the Tomb of Trials.