Thanks Joy but I don't really recommend that people be as umm internalized or as self-aware as me. It's actually pretty hard. But I do it cause I don't know....it fascinates me, and I kinda can't help it.

Sirena and I talked about this before, that when you sort the evil out in your head and in roleplay, it really is very theraputic and stuff. Instead of demonizing people with hurtful urges (and everybody has them) they just have to be channeled appropriately. Because we can't deny that it ultimately feels good to be the inflictor in a way. And we kinda resent that and we try to punish people for things that we ourselves want to do. 'If you spot it, you got it' has never rung more true.

So that's the moral dillemma, we all have to recognize the evil/sociopath inside of us most of us all if we ever hope to do good, cause that's where it's the most strongest. After all when you look in the mirror trying to see Dracula behind you, all you ever see is your own reflection.