no no, i think all of that is right about me and all of ADHD in childhood fits:
ADHD
- Often fidgets with hands or feet or squirms in seat.
- Often gets up from seat when remaining in seat is expected.
- Often runs about or climbs when and where it is not appropriate (adolescents or adults may feel very restless).
- Often has trouble playing or enjoying leisure activities quietly.
- Is often "on the go" or often acts as if "driven by a motor".
- Often talks excessively.
Impulsiveness
- Often blurts out answers before questions have been finished.
- Often has trouble waiting one's turn.
- Often interrupts or intrudes on others (e.g., butts into conversations or games).
since a couple of days ago it really hit me that i really might be an ESFP after all. i can feel i'm using an SeFi block a lot, NiTe block i can easily use with INTPs when discussing how things might develop, whether in the world or for such things as will the doctor write a note for you for you having missed work. i feel that i use an Ne bw Ti block too, mostly trying to construct systems/explanations to explain an idea about the way of things maybe, not sure.
i think my + blocks are more d NT and s SF than s NT and d SF as i actually dislike that sort of explaining or hmmm, maybe like... but since i'm mostly likely an SF, if judged from my usage of functions as described by me from experience and not using tests that point to g SF (ego/id) and c (supderid/superego) SF, i think i feel more insecure and as if conscious people even notice me talking about such b* in when cool people near can hear it? i always evaluate moral sides to things too and how things should be between people favours-wise, so e.g. even though by law you don't have to switch at a workplace, e.g. on factory floor, with someone from the same cell because doing same machine for 8 hours doesn't sound very good, especially if it's one crazy f*, people switch. sometimes Ti supervisors, e.g. ESTP of Ti quadra, would put people on static places for ever and keep shouting at you to get more parts done. this is inhuman. you must rotate, because it's normal workplace practice where people are treated in a human way. yes, you could argue you get your money for how hard you work, but i'm sure there are laws that forbid poor workplace treatment, and this, can easily be classified as such. not sure if it's Fi afterall, but i do always try to be nice to people, it's as if i want to see everybody loving me and everybody playing along as i want it to be, good and friendly. i think that's Fi. i'm also very good at doing physical work, and since i'm always hyper, i can do it superfast and efficient and easy. i love being switched to Se. like immersed in this underwater world where you observe things through an illuminator, everything is so clear and visible, it's right-now action, forcefulness, getting work done.