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In a way, this is what I'm asking myself at the moment - what are my priorities in life?
I know that I'm seeking something. It's something beyond the mundane or typical. In a way, I don't determine what to focus on. It's just naturally a part of me. I think that it's better to let your life focus to come naturally, rather than 'choosing' it or 'appointing' it as your life focus.
And, what comes naturally to me? At this time, it's finding this 'thing'. It's something spiritual, that I know. I think it might well be to find God - Spiritual Truth, whatever that Truth might be. Call it a "thirst for God". It's also about becoming a certain kind of person - quite who, I don't know. But I 'know' it from 'feeling' it.
I also think that I want to love someone. Deeply and truly care for them - and them caring for me too.
I think I've got this more from within myself, rather than from my culture or family.
Part of me also wants to 'play my role in life' - to accomplish something significant. In a
recent post, I talked about being moved by heroism - these 'desires' are somewhat linked.
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