what you think it is acceptable to be poor at?
and is ultimately overcome by making your leading function stronger?

What do you think.
Dual seeking overrides things... it takes me out of my leading function and makes me weak.
It makes me feel like "subconsciously seeking this from other people is okay".... when really that's false, and when I am away from the situation, it is blatantly clear. But years of old habits seem to make it my default reaction.

Do you relate?