There are a few things that concern me about the way in which you present yourself that goes against EII
1. That your life goal is to be a mother and a nurturer
With this point I want to say that EII life goal as seen through the video of this EII is to bring beauty to people (other people). To show them the beautiful world through her art. I feel many EII are that way; they want to impart something beautiful of this world to others.
Now I ask you a question ...why are you so much about what you want for yourself rather than what you can bring to others
Do you see where I'm getting at?