Originally Posted by
Coeruleum Blue
It's not an attack. Mental illnesses generally mean absolutely huge amounts of brain damage and brain damage generally means reduced IQ. Brain damage is not a good thing. If I think I get brain damage I try to repair it, not wear it like a badge of pride. I think I did hurt my brain before, but not in a way bad enough to render me homeless or get me into insane asylums like you've been. While there's always sort of the opportunity cost of the time you missed, that stuff can be fixed. Most people just don't want to fix it, though, because if you do you have to take responsibility for your actions which is heavy stuff, and to take responsibility for your actions you have to have a really strong motivator to pull you through the difficulty. And for me I never had as many problems as you say you do, but that shouldn't even matter, because any obstacle pales so much before the prize as to be infinitesimal.
Oh, you watch YouTube? That's cute. I read books and met real people and see real events. I guess I should stop that and go watch some of those super-reliable YouTube adaptations of Reddit videos to learn that police would never, ever shoot or suffocate anyone innocent (or at least, too innocent for that treatment.) The police have never shot black people, or Muslims, or anyone just seen as strange, and having an extensive mental health record like you do will definitely make them less likely to kill you and not more. The police have never been called for a wellness check because someone is missing and then, since that person has some diagnosis in their database, gotten shot on the grounds that they must've been on a psycho murder spree instead.
If you want to be an enemy of truth, though, I can wipe the dust from my feet. After all, you do take pride in the idea of being sick and screwing people's exes (even when you didn't actually do it) and the like, which is generally the trait you identify a narcissist by.