i didnt solve my issue with it by exposure alone. i changed my cranial shape and figured somewhat how to supress or manifest certain experiences. i can enjoy dark aesthetics but i dont like actual horror movies - the reason for that was often the invulnerable enemy pissed me off bc theres nothing to be done so im just watching ppl getting massacred for no reason and thats either boring or frustrating.
instinctual vairants are gore related.
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EII who is sp/sx said gore is pretty. my sis is IEE i recall she liked to watch animals killing and eating each other on animal plant and similar channels i couldnt stand that an i thought something was wrong with her (i think i was actually right, tho it may have been my fault/my family bc of fighting and they punishing her)
gore in video games affected me much less compread to movies or esp real. also id get frustrated when id see people with missing limbs any kinds of wounds or disabilities, this includes someone simply slouching or being deformed bc id want them to get fixed. also IEE's deadly sin is wrath while EIE's is cruelty. also betas seem to be (at least initially) posers most of the time when it comes to gore. SLE and LSI are more likely to actually do the deeds and then they start messing up their mind and building rationalizations.
some IEI stabbed 3 of his classmates no idea if they were even his bullies or not, xxxtentacion another IEI beat his gf while pregnant for cheating on him, i knew another IEI male with ASPD, then i met an IEE with anger issues and he seemed to be getting on with toxic ppl and trying to justify them tho at least he seemed more self aware than them (not sure if now im the one trying to justify him), the trans IEI also seemed into gore and im pretty sure they had ASPD. connor mcgregor is IEE. also a lot of furries seem to be N types and i suspect thats at least partially related to Ti PoLR Ne lead and Se role in IEE lol. theres those gay metaphors relating eating to sexuality and being different species of humananimals to being different and a lot of infighting and repressed stuff hence animal instincts and maybe Ti PoLR struggling to figure out whats right or wrong.
the ASPD IEI also asked me if i'd noticed how many NF types seem to be pretty dark. i wasnt sure since i at that time thought most everyone else was dark and i stand by that i tihnk NFs may be getting the short end of the stick and thats why it happens to them. EIE had some kind of nck piercings the trans IEI stuff is also like self destruction maybe many emos are self destructive then the LBTQ+ having increased correlations to mental disorders including ASPDa nd the alt culture stuff going against social norms
i may appreciate the song but the lyrics do nothing for me
if ur like some people my writing would let u experience gore in another form.