My memory tends to be very clear and precise, but my perception is probably more subjective than othersí perception. I tend to remember/absorb sensations in a way that make clear how I personally feel about them. My mind has a habit of putting color casts/filters over my mental reels of memories that gives each of my memories a clear flavor or atmosphere. Iím not sure if this is what you are referring to.
I often want to be better at Ni, but sadly the description of Ni role fits me to a T:
This was once a bone of contention between my Ni-valuing boyfriend and I. Heís constantly thinking of what we should do for the future, imagining our future together, and at the beginning he would try to get me to picture it so I can plan for it, but imagining the future is simply uninteresting to me and even stresses me out. Heís accepted the way I am now so he doesnít press me to engage in Ni, but nonetheless I do feel a little guilty about being so weak in this area and having an inability to comfortably & aptly plan for the long-term future.
Iím often with my head in the clouds, like the stereotypical IEI, but Iím often preoccupied with thoughts about myself, my place in the world, and overthinking the things Iíve done or thinking about what I could do better. Or maybe Iím just thinking about what I should cook for dinner LOL.
Or about a beautiful song Iíve heard. Or Iím just fantasizing about my boyfriend, haha