Lately I've been getting weird claims from people I know, and I'm starting to have second thoughts about my type.
So... here I am, Lol
I chose to study economics because through a lot of research I read that it was one of the most requested and that its importance would also grow. There are so many different subjects in the course (economics, law, mathematics, statistics etc), so you almost always have to deal with something new. The downside is that for the same reason previous knowledge doesn't always help, plus they aren't all things I like. I would have preferred computer science or chemistry but for some reason I didn't considerate them. I have some regrets, but all in all I do not hate the course I have chosen (and by now I am graduated)What do you study or do for a living? How did you come to do that? What do you like or dislike about it?
I tend to read some essays, for example the history of ancient egypt, rome etc., or books relating to the myths of various ancient populations. I'm not a big fan of novels and I tend to be skeptical if it's not classic novels (except if it's fantasy).What else do you do on a daily basis? What are your interests and hobbies? Why do you do them?
I like to play some musical instruments without basic studies. I prefer to learn this kind of thing "by hand".
My desire is to get a prestigious job. I don't do it for the money (also because I'm already well off), but because I feel the need to do something important. I love helping people and I do sometimes do too much, but sometimes I look to blunt when doing it (like a father, maybe).What are your values, and why?
From an early age, the most important desire was to get married and have a family. I've been single and a virgin by choice (lol) because I don't believe in the occasional stuff and because I have too high standards. When the girl I liked asked me for s3x (without being a couple already) my love for her vanished. I felt too much disappointed.
If I think I probably wouldn't never marry a specific girl who likes me, I avoid even trying (even if I like her too). I hate making others feel bad. I'd rather be friendzoned than to reject someone. I can not resist under the weight of the sadness of others caused by me. I once rejected a girl I liked a lot because her life was incompatible with mine (she was an artist and had a terrible family situation, and so she didn't want childrens etc.).
This led me to isolate myself a bit. The desire to have a family is vanishing considering how the world and relationships in general are going. I would give my children values that are incompatible with the world and they would end up feeling bad, so it is useless to procreate.
I am very touchy. I get angry easily if someone questions my skills or knowledge. Even if it's not their intent to bother me, the reactions they trigger piss me off in the moment and it ends up not wanting to hear from them for days or months. In general I am not afraid that they will disappear forever because I do not tend to consider relationships with people important. I am prepared for the absence of any friend. This is what often happens with others, although not with everyone.What conflicts have you encountered recently with other people? Why did they happen? Which kinds seem to happen on a regular basis?
If my anger is answered with a quiet and joking manner, I end up quieting myself too, taking the opportunity to remedy (I understand that I have this defect and if someone is proactive in restoring the atmosphere, I gladly accept)
People admire my sensitivity. Despite everything I've written previously, I am hyper sensitive to many things. As I said, I don't want to make girls sad. I also can't tolerate seeing animals suffer. I try not to kill any spiders or flies when I can.What are your strengths? What do people like about you? What do you like about yourself?
Another thing that is admired is my strength to let go others easily and endure it very well (speaking about girls I like etc.). If a person does not want me I tend to always think it's right that way. People more compatible will exist for sure and for both. I don't overestimate any of them. I'm realistic and I can see flaws in everyone when due.
I'd probably build the house of my dreams. I've always been fascinated by Lara Croft's house lol. Secondly, I would try to finish writing my fantasy novels. I am a fan of the genre. I would also travel a lot, but more to experience to write better or with new mental imagesIf you won the lottery and didn't have to work anymore, what would you do?
I do not behave. I'm like a ghost. If I am asked I try to be very thorough, but beyond that it is difficult for me to express myself a lot with strangers.How do you behave around strangers?
I always try to dress well. I want to please others' eyes. I often create a mix of clothes and accessories that others copy on time. It is not an extravagant way of dressing, but it is simply beautiful, balanced in regard to the context, not monotonous.How do you dress or manage your appearance?
I try to always have the perfect beard. I carefully remove any superfluous hair. I get compliments, but many say it's not so "straight"/hetero to have this cure. We live in a society lol
At 16yo when I got engaged to a girl. Never felt that feeling again.In what situations or times in your life did you feel most fulfilled, and why?
I love traditionalist people who set rules for a better functioning society. But this often does not appeal to those who want extreme freedom. Freedom is not my problem (everyone does what they want), but when there are requests that exceed and disturb the balance, there they will find me in disagreement. I hate the do-gooders, those who pretend to have humanitarian affairs at heart but in the end are the first to dishonor and exploit the people around them.What traits do you find endearing that others might dislike? What traits are considered positive/neutral by others but tend to annoy you?
Ialso hate that people likes bad boys so much. I go out of my way to avoid hurting people and often only get insults, while bad boys get everything they want, even from good people. Even knowing that the behavior would benefit me, it goes against my values and I would never do it.
since I was a child I have wondered about the meaning of life. Through philosophy (also personal) I reached some "meta-physical" answers that were enough for me.What are your spiritual or religious beliefs and why do you hold them?
In the end, I think religion gives us rules not because it wants to control the lives of others, but because it wants to pass those essential principles without the need to get there with insight (which is hard for most people). Savoring life little by little without skipping the stages makes us happier in living and so on.
I am not a believer in a real religion. I tend to write several myths where I play with philosophical concepts. I use these myths to characterize the fantasy regions of the stories I'm writing.
I feel a strong connection with ancient Egypt. When I warch pyramids or hieroglyphs I feel a strong suggestion. I often joke that I am for sure the reincarnation of an Egyptian. (Actually, it's probably all due to the fact that I grew up with Tomb Raider and Yugioh Lol)
I tend to be a conservative, but not on an extreme level. I think it is important to rediscover the sense of national unity. Feeling part of something helps citizens a lot to feel better.What are your political beliefs, and why? How much do you care about politics?
Probably one day I will try to do something in politics, but for now I would like to complete my specialist studies.
I will add something when I have more time.