Originally Posted by Terumi
Ok so I really went through a very special moment several months ago and even if I have my own idea, I would like to know what it could be due to precisely
To make a long story short, after having felt violent pains in my testicles I made my researchs and it indicated a probable testicular torsion, so I panicked and called the emergencies, I complained to my mother and I finally took a cab which, once arrived at the emergency room, had to turn around because I forgot or rather did not know that this kind of services were not free... Once back home the pain was gone, all's well that ends well.
No. One month later the same pains started again, except that I was not as anxious as before, but rather serene although a little annoyed, in my mind the same scenario of the last month was going to repeat itself, that is to say a temporary suffering without great importance, the minutes, hours pass and nothing changes, at this point I wring my neck in pain in my bed, I find ways to cope by moving around, surfing the net etc. then I finally lock myself in a nap being convinced that everything will be over when I wake up: not at all, I was at the same point except that more than 10 hours had passed, my mom encouraged me to go to the emergency room; once I arrived I was pretty calm, I thought I was saved, so I go on the table, the operation goes well, then the surgeon in charge of the operation arrives in my room and informs me that I lost my ball, it necrosed long before I came; the surgeon lectured me on my lack of reactivity, quite rightly so.
My fertility etc was indeed impacted but I don't mind.
Is it 2D Normative Si? Or Ni, honestly I feel like I've been on the fence in terms of feeling and intuition, even if it seems contradictory