Member Questionnaire 1 (godslave)
What is beauty? What is love?Beauty is a subjective and pleasurable appreciation of the aesthetic qualities of natural phenomenon or artistic creations.
Love is an emotional energy which can be felt and/or transmitted.
What are your most important values? Benevolence, respect and a minimum of diplomacy in long and medium psychological distances. All the rest is literature...
Do you have any sort of spiritual/religious beliefs, and why do you hold (or don't) those beliefs in the first place?I practice Islam with devotion and without conviction.
Opinion on war and militaries? What is power to you? As long as there will be humans of all temperaments, there will be wars over ressources. It can always be legitimized, explained, idealized or even justified. The truth of the matter is that as horrible as it seems, war, combat, conquests, possession and territorial expansion are aspects of the human condition. To me in the grand scheme of things peace is always an intermediate state between two wars like inter-glacial periods are transitions between ice ages. Power is an essential component to establish and conserve Liberty and/or tyranny .
What have you had long conversations about? What are your interests? Why? Since I rarely have anyone to talk to, I often talk to myself when i need my imaginary friends to debate about an unresolved issue or question. Note that when I do have someone to talk to the process is essentially the same except that I talk for two...
I am interested in pretty much everything that can be explored through imagination.
Interested in health/medicine as a conversation topic? Are you focused on your body? Yes I do have interest in medicine like Dr. House... I am not that focused on my body, I am very flexible though and I always make myself confortable in weird "yogi positions", note that I am not an expert on yoga...
What do you think of daily chores? It's not funny... but necessary to maintain a decent environment so I can do my stuff.
Books or films you liked? Recently read/watched or otherwise. Examples welcome.
-I really like cinema (Ridley Scott, Spielberg, James Cameron, Scorsese, Robert Zemeckis, Milos Forman, FF and Sofia Coppola, Hitchcock, David Lynch, John Carpenter, Clint Eastwood, Guillermo Del Toro, Marcel Carné, Hayao Miyazaki etc...) . I like all kinds of movies in general as long as It gives me emotions. I like Japanese Dramas. I love watching Drama/romantic movies alone because I can (away from prying eyes !) feel all that emotions and cry etc... I don't like to watch a movie for the first time with my family members because I don't want to feel embarrassed in case of Lachrymatory scenes...
Some Recreational reading : Novels of the Romantic Era , Classics, French Literature, Sci-Fi, and so many contemporary authors of all kind...
Last movie watched : Vertigo ( Hitchcock ) / Mother! (Darren Aronofsky) I didn't like it !
Last book read : Mélancolique Rodéo (Jean-Michel Jarre) /
What has made you cry? What has made you smile? Why? I'm very sensible. Basically I have a very pessimistic idea of the human gender BUT when I see reasons to have faith in it, that makes me cry. Genuine goodness, kindness and compassion makes me cry. Any child in pain makes me cry.
I like jokes and good humour (absurd).
Where do you feel: at one with the environment/a sense of belonging? At concerts and nerd conventions...What have people seen as your weaknesses? What do you dislike about yourself? People say that I'm lazy and that I don't want to do anything about it. My weakness is my lack of energy, I feel like I missed the train of life and I am condemned to wander in the world of my thoughts like a ghost haunts the place where its life has been taken.
What have people seen as your strengths? What do you like about yourself? Kindness maybe ? Not totally idiot ? I like to play, compose, improvise and sing music. About myself, maybe the fact that i don't disturb anyone..
In what areas of your life would you like help?Oh boy ! I am lonely... I need support and somebody with whom I could be happier.
Ever feel stuck in a rut? If yes, describe the causes and your reaction to it. Yes it's Groundhog Day every day ! I suspect that I might suffer from the following issues : PDD and Avoidant PD
What qualities do you most like and dislike in other people? What types do you get along with? I like benevolent people with a great amont of sympathy capital. I stay away from rude people who can not behave in a civilized manner. I get along with animes geeks and nerds...
How do you feel about romance/sex? What qualities do you want in a partner? I feel in need of it... For the past seven years or so, the climax of my human interactions has been my one every six months blood test appointment carried out by (If I'm lucky) a nice and sensual female nurse.
I think humour is a quality that I want in my (very) hypothetic partner and I want her to be audacious and playful. In the end of the day a human being is not an Idea It's an Universe that can not be resumed to some criteria...
If you were to raise a child, what would be your main concerns, what measures would you take, and why? First of all I'll make sure that he has a mother for the sake of his mental health... I will never let a day passing without make her feel loved, saying it and prove it. I would do my best to preserve his psychological well being. To make her experience fully all stages of his life. I would give him the best education that I can (private schools etc..). I would transmit to her my love of music...
A friend makes a claim that clashes with your current beliefs. What is your inward and outward reaction? I'll take mental note of it and will not attempt to change his or her mind unless it's something that i really care about in which case i could ghost that person.
Describe your relationship to society. How do you see people as a whole? What do you consider a prevalent social problem? Name one.I don't have a social life. I live like an avoidant person. I see people as they are, human beings trying to live the best life they can.
A prevalent social problem that is more and more present in our modern societies is a paradox ; the more people are virtually connected to each other, the more lonely they are. Loneliness is another plague of which we should not overlook the consequences.
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How do you choose your friends and how do you behave around them? I don't have any friends. But I have siblings and they do have friends who happen to be friendly with me and so do I.
How do you behave around strangers? Politely and nothing more. To me every person has an energy which is almost like a taste, some people are very tasty and some are less tasty but as long they behave in a civilized manner it's ok and as they say : there are all sorts of taste in human nature.