
Originally Posted by
Fay
This one is a bit difficult. I relate to seeing reality as changing, circumstances, people, ideas they constantly develop and evolve and I’m highly aware of this. I also have my own idea of how reality should be, I want to influence and change it but at the same time, it’s often difficult to take action, as I often feel stuck among many possibilities.
A goal is always just one for me but there can be 1000 different ways that can lead to it and I often hesitate as to which path to take, I often try many of them and waste time making ineffective decisions. I’m also quite moody and melancholic in general, I often find myself too emotional to get any real work done. However my natural state of mind isn’t relaxed and when I don’t feel productive I get depressed. I’m often tense and on the go, but often in a chaotic manner.
When it comes to people, I’m very shy, reserved and always wait for them to initiate conversation, I can be very avoidant when it comes to relationships.