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    I got locked out of my house recently on my birthday. I blamed lack of sleep. I couldn't hide the stress from my friends, and because it was generally shitty they were all super supportive. It was quite liberating to rant about my sleep problems to them that night, without the fear of coming across as angry or non-sensical. I allowed myself to feel the anger at myself and the situation. No one gave me weird looks like they often do when I try to explain why I'm feeling shit. They were just really supportive- mostly guy friends but my sister was there too and she was cool. I also snapped at my parents and sister about 'no one giving a shit' about my sleep problems like I would never usually do. My ESE mum suddenly turned into an insightful LII giving me useful advice and my sister has been texting me all week since. Previously I remember several days turning up to my mum's house like a complete zombie, going there for the sake of some human contact but talking pure nonsense because my brain was so fried. No matter how much I tried to explain how shit I felt she just ignored everything I said and rolled her eyes at me. I told me IEE friend all about this on the phone and she said 'yes, it's good to be honest, I tried it recently'. I said to her something like 'it's good to force people to be better than they are'. I don't think I was aware I was doing that at the time, but subconsciously I didn't worry about how I was making them feel or how they were feeling in general, I just wanted to let them help me make sure the night went well and help myself feel better.
    Last edited by Bethany; 12-17-2021 at 05:15 PM.

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