i dont comprehend causaility. for example an event in the future can cause an event in the past that leads to it, example the reality of a cooked steak caused the past of it being cooked. i make no difference between perception and judgement as everything u perceive is defined by how ur mind understands (judges?) it. for example, when u solve a novel problem and the solution comes to you, is it a perception, or a thought. did complex interplay of atoms and inert forcecs of the unieverse cause/manifest ur existenmce, or did ur existence cause/manifest itself through the complex interplay of inert forces of the universe. with timelines of th efuture and the past, is there a general pattern of how things happen and will happen, that u can alter some things but at the same time have certain events/qualities of events be a given inevitable? inert forces are the obvious example, but at the same time it could be a certain person dies in a certain period of time. its hard for me to explain because i dont understand what my mind once did, but the future and the past are not how ppl think they are.
every part of the mental model has to be reasoned with other parts. when i perceive something its through the filter of previous perceptions and analysis, hence its analyzed already, but at the same time im also analyzing it in the moment, trying to make associations and definitions, while there are ones already there, vaguely, which also fluctuates.
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Philotheist