Member Questionnaire 1 (AshPhoenix)What is beauty? What is love?
uhhhhh that's a strange question I guess , beauty is natural beauty done good if you know what I meanWhat are your most important values?
love happens when you hold someone to a close level that you would do anything to defend them and stand by their side
That I should make a difference in my life , and prove that I'm competentDo you have any sort of spiritual/religious beliefs, and why do you hold (or don't) those beliefs in the first place?
Yes and no , I don't have a big believe on anything and I'm a bit open to new ideas (as long as they provide evidence) , but for the most part I don't believe in any higher levelOpinion on war and militaries? What is power to you?
Power should be used for defense and not attack , unless there was a real threat (ex : terrorists) , then attack would be justified in service of protecting the peopleWhat have you had long conversations about? What are your interests? Why?
I don't remember an exact conversation , maybe on some small topics , not deep thoughInterested in health/medicine as a conversation topic? Are you focused on your body?
I'm not interested in many stuff but I can name : Gaming , Movies and shows , Learning languages , Space , Business and Self improvement to some instance
Nah it bores me to think about it , but that doesn't mean that I don't give and attention to it , I don't wanna screw up if you know what I meanWhat do you think of daily chores?
Maybe not that bad when you get used to themBooks or films you liked? Recently read/watched or otherwise. Examples welcome.
N/AWhat has made you cry? What has made you smile? Why?
1. Losing most of my friends and being stuck with people I hate , I didn't cry much , I usually don't , but it was sadWhere do you feel: at one with the environment/a sense of belonging?
2. A lot of things made me smile , even small things , I hate and don't express my emotions outwardly , but I still smile and have some joy visible on my face when I make achievements , when I pass hard times and when I hugely develop as a person
only in my bed lmao (yes I sleep alone , very shame)What have people seen as your weaknesses? What do you dislike about yourself?
First is my weak body and my slim hands , I also hate itWhat have people seen as your strengths? What do you like about yourself?
I hate it when I become hesitant and nervous (in fear of rejection) I almost never ask anyone for a favor and prefer to do things by my own without help
intelligence and ability to grasp and understand concepts better than othersIn what areas of your life would you like help?
I also like this ability because it help me learn things much quicker than others
Confidence and self esteemEver feel stuck in a rut? If yes, describe the causes and your reaction to it.
Yes it happens when I don't have a clear vision of what I want , when things don't seem obvious and it feels like I'm going nowhereWhat qualities do you most like and dislike in other people? What types do you get along with?
usually I get out of it when I find my way and everything seems clear
I hate people who hide facts or run away from important questions in favor of harmony , I also hate overly emotional displays and when someone encourages me for them I just freeze and try to find a way out of the situationHow do you feel about romance/sex? What qualities do you want in a partner?
I have friends from different quadras (I don't have a gamma friend and I don't think I've ever met one , I don't meet people that often) , but yeah each has it's own qualities , I have some ideas of their exact types but I'm not sure , all I'm sure of is their quadras , ex I have an Alpha friend who has it all (probably ESE or SEI) he is goofy and very open to people , he move so fast and acts impulsively and he's pretty much a computers geek , VERY aware of the emotional atmosphere and people's perspectives , he's a good friend but I hate how he invite random people to the conversation and how he can't stay on topic sometimes I don't know if we share a similar opinion on anything but I still admire him
I also have a beta friend who's too much into politics it REALLY sucks because I don't give a damn about politics and this is pretty much his best conversation , and pretty much a huge narcissist with a messiah complex and utopia shit
I'm not a huge romantic and it kinda feels cringe , also I am HUGELY nervous in sex (More Shame) , but yeah I care more about personality you muffin headsIf you were to raise a child, what would be your main concerns, what measures would you take, and why?
as long as she's kind and smart and not a pick me up girl , I'm all in
I need them smart , capable , strong and kind , I don't want to force them to things they don't like or to have high expectationsA friend makes a claim that clashes with your current beliefs. What is your inward and outward reaction?
the most quality I prefer for them to be able to choose their path in life
Inwardly (I'm just gonna ignore that and forget about it)Describe your relationship to society. How do you see people as a whole? What do you consider a prevalent social problem? Name one.
outwardly : hey what about changing the topic?
Society sucks cause people stupid , haha jk , I don't have an opinion on this , I just see people as people , nothing complex hereHow do you choose your friends and how do you behave around them?
I'd like to have friends with wide novel range of interests , that makes them more interesting to talk to , and also they have to be trustful so I don't go for popular people , annnnd my ways mostly failed me to have more friends , wowHow do you behave around strangers?
Me :"OH HELL FUCK THIS PERSON IS APPROACHING ME"
Also me : "Hi isn't it a nice day"