Seriously Adam, ask your ESI-Se decorator what she thinks of your EII secretary, because I'm very interested to hear her thoughts.
@Lady Leviathan, could you tell Adam, please, because perhaps you may get through to him? I see him digging his own grave with the way he approaches life for the last half a decade and it worries me, but I see that he has invested too much into it to be willing to give up that easily. He's entrapped in the sunk cost fallacy. Honestly, I don't know what I should do to shake you out of it and to finally begin living life again, Adam.