Can you help me type the love of my life?
I'm absolutely smitten by this woman. she's 28, im 22. she's in charge of female youth activities at our mosque, and im just a non neurotypical (and moody enneagram 4 potential borderline) college student taking forever to graduate who cant hold down a job due to his high iq eccentricities (some call it narcissism) and spectrum issues combined.
she's gentle, polite, sweet, quiet and modest with men, reserved, timid almost, tender, has a high pitch to her voice, is modestly yet elegantly dressed, is short, skinny, beautiful, has sharp pretty eyes, etc. and when i was younger and asked her to marry me (I didn't have job prospects, and i was too young,and in our sect we emphasize the man's being a provider, as well as in islam in general), like a teenage fool, she shrugged it off, especially cause i was implying it out of fear. but i was direct she seemed kinda creeped out but quickly got over it. now whenever she sees me she's nice to me. she has old world charms.
oh nevermind i figured it out ISFp.