Ok ban me again
This is my third introduction, to hell. I said what I had to say, now I want to leave again, as I said, my "coming back" was temporary and I wasn't shitting about it.
PD: One is still a loser.
What do your lifestyle choices have to do with warranting a ban? We all have the potential to be our best or to be our worst as well as to change our ways. Maybe work on accepting yourself for the good and the bad. When you treat yourself well, it will be more natural to treat others in kind.
Good luck, in any case. You are loved or else you would not share in existence.