After a month of research and thinking about the functions, I think that I use 4D Se and 4D Te, and my ethical functions are actually very weak in comparison to them.
After actually realising what "Fi creative is", I can't actually from relationships with people and maintain them for my life, and it puts me into a really uncomfortable position when I try to use Fi for extended periods of time. I'm not very advanced in Fi at all. I really don't care about who is going with who, what the web of relationships is, and how close people are to me. I think that I really exaggerated that aspect of myself, in the terms of "being friendly" on the forums. I think that once people get to know me, I'm really not an ethical type.
I was also really unhealthy and stressed a while back, which added to the whole superficial veneer of the SEE being my Socionics type. I prefer to work with data, and raw facts rather than actual people. I also think that just because people have opinions, it doesn't mean they use Fi. Having opinions are not type related.
I also figured out that my Ti isn't bad at all. The way that I process and organise information isn't PoLR to Ti at all. I find it pretty easy to organise and explore information in a practical, concrete way. I find it easy to break everything down, and make sense of things with the adequate data. I want everything to make sense. I find it easier to make sense and navigate the world through deciphering data, rather than relationships.
(Yes, the bright coloured font is a joke.
It's also not type related,
and not me expressing myself,
incase you wanna analyse that too).
PART TWO COMING LATER.