The following quote by Braingel about Her spiritual journey shows that building world-visions on exotic weaponry of the mind star-gates wields the ebony and dragon-fires of true collective zenith rising from the empires of Imagination, throwing extra stellar luminous waves of golden kisses into the playing arena of introspection and awe inspiring rounds of concept art.
To those who do not understand the esoteric, I will sound delusional, grandiose and just of a magical thinker… However, I was brought to tears today, but unlike normally, ones shed in the light, not out of dark. I am in the midst of reading Moldavite: Starborn Stone of Transformation, and last night, I saw my name, Kara, in the book, yet put off of reading that part, as I wanted give my full conscious to focus on that part, and so it was, I today left off. I looked ahead briefly to see if too, my birthday is in book, as that to me has happened before, yet I am unknowing if it is or not, but I have seen the day that it was, just not yet, the month and year. As I read this, tears fell from the eyes of me, after tingly sensations within my heart center (chakra) kept repeatedly at me, coming:
The stone began to give off a light of its own and within her Kara heard a voice, a lovely, echoing, woman’s voice. “Kara.” the voice called, “you are Chosen. You have come to be away from the evil, but much is demanded of you. You must lead the way.’
(page 111, Moldavite— Robert Simmons and Kathy Warner) It felt as if I were meant read these words, that I am meant to have a moldavite. And the author, who had by synchronicity included this story in book, had felt to do so for the relation of me to see. (It also is on a repeating number, of one, I intuit it as a boosting of oneself, giving it poor and force with the focus of it, the life purpose averting). You see, moldavite is a stone that very few are supposed to own of. It is scarce in its amount, and only those who have been “chosen” are to wield its power, to allow it be the godly given catalyst that is to accelerate one’s own life purpose. I have briefly before talked of my spiritual awakening. 3 1/2 years ago, I had major awakening and onslaught of revelation, after being hospitalized for suicidal reasoning and surrdening down to my bed in prayer, in the hospital.. Sobbing, shaking, unable feel my body. And prayed to be shown way I am meant as for, and to if I do not have purpose for this Earth that means much, take of my life away. Over the course of months, I reflected my mind, and came forth, a system and principle that governs the way this life works, that I have not yet copyrighted and that soon is to change, but I have briefly shown others it who have had its need, in indirect way, without showing the symbol and system directly to them. I somehow knew this system would be very important for society and its future to come, history, unknowing completely of my true spiritual nature, other than when 16, I one time had whilst in Cathedral Home for Children, written letter to God, saying, “Maybe my autism is for a reason, maybe it was given to me as gift for this world’s helping”. Also, knew that my autism was a spiritual/energetic difference, more than of all else, the wiring of my brain generating electricity—energy, a blueprint of energy that is functioning at higher level beyond what is made for Earth. I at time had no idea a know, of my being within the indigo ray, of being a lightworker. I had no idea that my grandmother had prophecy when had been I, 15 right before her passing in a coma, that she saw me to the future, impacting millions of people, that my life was to be grand and helping of human kind. My mother withheld this from me, not thinking much of it. I did not learn of my identity until upcoming 4 years ago, though, I did not fully understand until 3. And my partial knowing onset before my revelation, after I had gotten Reiki ceritfied, and that must have amplified the course of my energy, concentrating a sooner to come, a destining of it that I had contracted. But I did not realize specifically my life purpose, even though since a very young age, I knew that my purpose was grand and not of a normal human, and those around me knew as well, some of them. I was in my dormant phase, asleep and trying experience what needed for me to have awakening. Moldavite has been to me, calling out. This past year in March, I met in person, a few of my online friends.
The way it all happened, you would not believe, synchronicity after synchronicity, divine timing and the energy leading way.. It is one of my most profound witnessings of the spirit. I also experienced first hand, the surging energy of what Socionics calls duality. The guy to my left, with the peace sign, being an SLE, and I his dual, an IEI. He wanted meet me at the strip and Vegas and the whole time I had not want of that, and I had seen repeating numbers on clock, those concerning me in their watching over, hearing, feeling my energetic plea. And they gave me that to use, I showed him the repeating numbers, and on Snapchat text, we got into conversation of angel numbers and I brought up stones and he said he had worked with them, but had bury them because they were too for him, strong. I asked him if they were a high vibrational stone and he told me the kind, and one of them was moldavite. I asked him if he had felt dizzy and had out of body experiences from it, and he was surprised by my knowing. I had last year (ending of 2020, not a full year), read Katrina Raphael’s The Crystalline Transmission, and whilst she only gave a brief explanation on moldavite, not even a full page worth, I intuitively grasped its main course. And she also stated of something always I have known; that many souls from the Earth are of higher vibration, and they merging unto the earthly realm, experience imbalance, often resulting in epilepsy and autism (I always have known I am different and that my autism is caused by energy, not that I was a full starseed child, though). I had told him it is no wonder why he was unready, given it is the most spiritual stone one can have, as directly, it comes from space, was sent to Earth by a meteor and it is very rare, and will activate your kundalini, in spite of whether or not you are unready, and it can be much a bearing if not ready for it. He is a sign, that moldavite is to come in my life, he was preparing me for it, my dual, the dual I feel, being in synch with your energy, generating the plug in of more synchronicity, as how had happened between himself and I. Then I had read about it in brief with Katrina Raphael, and felt I must get it, to help me balance in my earthly incarnation which greatly I am in a struggling with. Then by last minute accident, I at my local metaphysical store had gotten the moldavite book, last minute seeing it and feeling a strong pull as to it, it was their last one and they very seldom get such book in. I am one of the chosen ones of this stone, it resonates with the frequency of my life purpose. He and I have fallen out of contact, as his energy was turbulent, and both he and I fell away from our paths of here being on Earth, consumed by violent energy. But this is a quotation also, from the book:
“Moldavie causes rapid changes. Once the ball rolls there is no stopping it! You’re on a cyclone, so hold on and brace yourself. Time to grow. Do not purchase this if you are not ready for these changes. I know atthe end of my coasterride the warmth of the sun waits for me.” “I love my Moldavite and want it all around me. It feels cooling and warming at the same time. If I put it to my forehead, I always the answer. And I trust its messages. And I trust people who choose it. I think they are chosen and have surrendered to serving the planet.”
-page 35 Another:
I know that this stone is a tool for those of us willing to take responsibility not only for our own healing and spiritual evolution, but also for that of the planet. Moldavite is a vehicle through which Light/Love/Consciousness is grounded into our body and into our life, and through us is grounded and made manifest on the Earth. I don’t feel that Moldavite is for everyone. Those who are not ready or not willing to assume a great amount of responsibility and be primarily focused on a spiritual path will either not be attracted to the Moldavite or not be able to keep it.
-page 8 And the reason why he, the guy I had met was unable in his keeping, has do with not wanting take responsibility spiritually. I counseled him on a 3 way call with his cousin when suicidal, and she even had told him the cycle had perpetuated in his continuing of not taking responsibility for his actions. I set him free from a toxic relation. I tried put him unto his path, helped him get right crystals, and he was unready in his willingness to grow, and so naturally we bid apart, not because I had left him… He wanted help others to unite with their twin flames…
I see my own self into life attracting Moldavite, due to my surrendering to spirit and wanting fulfill what is truly of my highest ideal and for being here on Earth. A matching frequency that listens.
But.. I before had written how my awakening with crystals at 17, not knowing much of them, was my father I feel, symbolizing that he is like the crystal, his abuse of me, that activates growth and speed into my spiritual evolution. His abuse made me develop into the making of what I am for destined on this Earth. Another thing that lately for the past 7 or so weeks, is anytime I walk at night,lights in the street go out. This is supposed to be a telltale sign one is a star child. It has happened on streets near my father’s work, ones near a fitness club, and as well, ones in my own neighborhood. I have figured it is because I am evolving ever fast to an acceleration in my life path and the energy amplifies by my surrendering and wielding as to it.
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