Time to exercise.
Phasing skinny jeans out of my wardrobe.
Do I wanna spend my lunch hour grocery shopping or shopping for headbands? Big decisions.
kinda wonder if any online discussion about Si will ever go beyond "I liked XY food"
But then how does SP last Si mob present? I don’t particularly relate to that description taken as a whole
I have been looking into diet and exercise stuff but only because my sx insecurities were triggered first, so it’s all to ensure sx security ironically, not so much SP. or if so, only indirectly.
I have sacrificed the things that bring me comfort (but also make me lazy) ... In hopes that I'd be, in my terms, better. And for each goal I complete, I'd reward myself in equal measure with something I'd sacrificed.
Honestly pretty proud of this idea so far. Was funny to see my SEI friend's horrified reaction when he'd heard I even sacrificed music (our beloved). But I feel like I'm going a little crazy without music also. Bah, this won't be forever...
Death is the engine of Earth
Things that I think might be examples of Si ego in me:
Um I guess I notice senses better than intuitives? Sort of kind of? Sometimes?
I taste food as kind of all being the same-ish except for really weird tasting things or if I really try to focus on how it tastes as well, but honestly I don't care too much what I eat either, with one caveat, that it is healthy.
I still don't understand what Si means, but basically since I have weak intuition I am a Si type.
If any other Si egos have a better idea of what Si is then I would like to know.
Last edited by MidnightWilderness; 04-30-2021 at 05:02 PM.
The reward of your goal should just be a feeling of achievement, the best feeling of them all, that you got something done. Goals should be something you really want to achieve, something you really want to have. The end should be rewarding in of itself.
Your goals in life will never end, there will just be another goal to take its place. So why not just set aside time to relax instead of making it something to win?
Tension, like when your work has deadlines? Depends on how confident I am that I can get it done in that amount of time. I will be distracted by loud noise, but background noise is fine. Coercion? What is meant by coercion? Because if someone was threatening me or forcing me to do something I really did not want to do, I would feel awful. But if it's just the chores or something that I didn't particularly want to do but had no strong feelings about, fine, whatever... Especially if I stand to gain something out of it.
Monotony, I would say I usually hate it, but I do study Russian, which involves a lot of repetition in order to learn it. I do not mind repeating things in order to achieve something.
I usually do not express feelings of love through physical care, but through words... although I have not had a chance where physical care would be possible, what you mean like kisses or something? I am still kind of confused?
I can feel tension in my muscles if I pay attention to it, which is why I don't, as I tend to stiffen my body and curl my spine into awkward positions, and it drives me nearly mad when reading about S as I over focus on every slight pain now... Headache, dry mouth, lower back pain... gahh! No! I do not want to focus on these things, it's just weird to hyper focus on these things because I am always in pain and will never feel perfect so why even should I think about it!!!
And I still do not know what is meant by a harmonious external state!
Well I feel slightly sick trying to focus on an individual part of my body and now I feel a headache...
Add to my confusion and pain why don't you?
Still I can't see where I have Ni or Ne so Si ego it is for now.
Death is the engine of Earth
i like eating xy food
Si/Ne valuers, what does Si PoLR look like when you see it, how does it make you feel, and what do you think about it?