Hello everyone, I am currently unsure what my type is and so I created an account because I can't die without finding answers as to why the relationship between my supposed dual (ILE) and I feels off. I spent 2 days already not sleeping right and also not bothering to feed myself correctly, so I finally decided to start posting here so that I stop torturing myself with theories and a fanatical obsession with reading all the forums for hours. I feel like a balloon filling with more and more air, almost ready to burst.
I also feel a heart-rending amount of loneliness as I feel like no one understands me right now. Wait, when have I ever truly in the darkest, deepest, depths of my heart felt that?
So before I start regurgitating too much information in this introduction I will just give you this:
I hope you all are doing well, and if you aren't just listen to this: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OL4LNg-iyY4
This will make you the opposite of well but her emotions are so beautiful and uncaged: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ehaEdXJGEdg
This is classical for when you feel a bittersweet longing in your heart: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rUuusqy50yk
Sublime classical: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9cNQFB0TDfY